halp

sdv or acnh 100%,, though the splatoon soundtrack is amazing

by the way i started the ultimate pmc drawing
Aelle

pmc stop unsubscribing me from people

ill uwu at 200 subs IF I get to it today

I’m srsly going crazy more and more
i thought I saw a white thing moving across my blinds in my bedroom
my blinds keep aggressively moving
my fan is on but it’s not directed where the blinds are moving
and the fan is on level one so it should not be moving THAT AGGRESSIVELY
and it’s only moving aggressively every so often

me being stupid starts wquestioning fate and humanity so searches up if in my religion it’s possible to see ghosts or smth
uh by mistake I clicked on the images
and there were hyper realistic images of ghosts 💀

it’s not that I’m scared or anything lmfao it’s the fact that I’m currently trying to go to sleep ;-;
and then I see smth disturbing
i struggle sleeping enough smh 😭

When life gives you lemons, don’t waste your time making lemonade. Take a bite. Take a bite through the peel right in front of life’s face. Eat the entire thing while maintaining eye contact. Assert your dominance.

It turns out that trying to finish the results post for your tourney the day before you go on a trip abroad isn't exactly an ideal situation to be in...

Hopefully I'll have them out tonight, because if I don't, that means they won't be out until next week!

But yes, I am looking forward to the trip, even if it looks like it will be raining non stop the first three days lol.

TW: Sad


The wound in me speaks:
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There was never a time I didn't experience violence for being "different", and being shut out of EVERY SINGLE COMMUNITY OF EVERY INTERSECTIONAL IDENTITY that is part of me. I have no queer ancestors , or trans ancestors that I can respect, because no one respects my disabled and sick body, my agency, or sees me as a person. My ancestors are the animals. I am an animal. The ancestors I long to not have been broken away from, were seen as animals by the original colonizers of this continent. I'm reclaiming the term animal--- because it's more than a term, it is a biological fact. Every part of me and every conscious and unconscious expression of those parts is imprinted onto my DNA.
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This is the only time I will ever be alive. There is no afterlife, no meeting the ancestors. They too are gone. The only "afterlife" they have, is in my genetic zentangle. It's only now. My past is a past life, and I've died thousands of times, and been born thousands more--- and it's only been 41 years.
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I been Largely alone in this world.
I consciously gave birth to my family so I'd no longer be alone--truly a Creator god. I am my own god, other than me, no god exists in my life. The children are gods, and I listen to all of their fresh wisdom so that I may survive day to day.
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When my death comes, it will be as it should be, no matter it's form. I will die in the metaphorical or literal jaws of a hungry Being. Whether that Being is another animal or whether their body's hunger is appeased by my blood, or their hungry Ego is satisfied. But, until that inescapable moment of bodily death, I will fight for my life, I will fight to survive, and I will run, and relocate as many times as I must. Be it me and the children, trying to survive a society and world of hungry Beings, that hunt for our Lives.
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Pride month is a distraction for me. A distraction from a fact that is was a riot (so it is said), where trans folx were fighting for their rights to exist, and beating back predators with all their might and Being. That is what the stonewall riot means to me. It isn't Pride, it's remembrance.

Remember stonewall... and we each have walls to climb then destroy..

holy shit, Oh My God by Kaiser Chiefs is such a good song
as a geography lover the plate tectonics line sold me
Saturday Night is great too aaa