PermalinkDear Equestriacraft, mostly bubblegum though,
Today, I recently watched my friend log in today. I nearly cried. I miss your server.
Now before people attack me. You must understand how much this server ment.
An excellent community boosted my attitude, they were great. We all talked shared stories and overall had an excellent time with the community, But here is where some issues came in. I logged into team-speak one day on the servers team-speak that is. I was enjoying myself, but only one other person was there. So I logged in again, the next day. I was talking to admins, I submitted my first submission. I sucked, I wont lie. It was small, empty. I didn't read the submission rules at first, after reading them I knew I were to fail. But being a persistent idiot like I am, I waited 6 days. (Within those six days, I had the best time in my minecraft server history.) On the sixth day I tried again. (I was supposed to wait 7) The admin reported me for doing so, but I had already started so it was nice they let me stay. Now, knowing the owner was quite often upset with me I tried to be as kind as possible to start. Things quickly escalated that day. I was up till 2 in the morning finishing the house. On the 7th day, I submitted. That house was not aweful nor excellent. I was attempting to pass it as nice, I even had some builders give me some pointers. I had at least 5 builders check it out. They said it was great. I need some more work, so I did more work. They said it was nice, it was. Now please understand it was JUST "Nice" Nothing more nothing less. Now after finishing it, I didn't sleep that night. I was nervous I wanted to win SO bad. As I thought, I didn't. I was refused respectively. Shortly afterward I make rude statements, and they fire back with lessened rude statements. It escalated fast. All my statements felt wrong, the owner is not from my country. He wasn't acquainted with English slang, which is okay. I'm still rusty on stupid English slang. we fought, and fought. I was mad, but I overreacted and as most people do when they overreact they get banned. I was banned. I waited at least 2 weeks to log in again, no luck. BUT today, I logged in (Not my account) I had set up VPN's and proxies for weeks trying to come back, again I am a persistent idiot. I could have let it go but it was worth too much to me! I logged in tricking them to think I wasn't myself. Eventually, I let go. Gave in told them it was me. They let me hang out for a little. Then told me to say my goodbyes. I did, it was hard to. I swallowed as I said goodbye, trying to hold back the tears I typed one last message. I don't know if it went through. I have talked to the admins since, I want to come back. I NEED to come back. Nothing in the world is more important to me than come back. Since I was banned I have quit minecraft, not to play it at all, except for the day I was out of internet so I could get a new box. So this was my message to all of you and equestria, should I be able to come back? I can state more, if necessary.
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