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    Evi | Female | 14 | Wannabe Drummer

    "They can take my heart, they can take my breath when they pry it from my cold, dead chest."
    Skillet, The Resistance

    You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming and shaking you and her tears are dripping onto your face and your dad hears all the screaming and runs into the room and he can’t even speak because the child that he loved and the child that he watched grow up is gone forever and finally your little sister runs into the room to see what all the fuss is about and she sees you dead. The person she looked up to and loved. The person she bragged about to her friends, the person she wanted to be just like when she grew up, the person that made her feel safe. But she’s never really going to get to grow up and smile and laugh and love because she’ll always be consumed with this feeling of missing you. And now there’s something missing from your family and they can barely look at each other anymore because everything reminds them of you but you’re gone and hurts more than anything. and you think that your mom never cared because she was always busy and yelling at you to finish your homework and clean your room and forgot to say I love you sometimes but really, she loved you more than anything and she doesn’t leave the house anymore, she can’t even get out of bed and she’s getting thinner and thinner because it’s too hard to eat. Your father had to quit his job and he doesn’t sleep anymore, every time he closes his eyes he sees his baby dead, and the image never goes away no matter how much alcohol he drinks. And at school your best friend sees that your seat is empty and she gets this sick feeling in her stomach and that’s when she hears the announcement. You killed yourself. And suddenly she’s screaming and crying in the middle of class and no one even bothers comforting because they’re all busy sitting there staring at your empty seat with tears dripping down their cheeks and all she wants is for you to hug her and tell her it’s gonna be okay like you always did, but this time, you’re not there to do it, everything is dark now that you’re gone and her grades are slipping, she barely goes to school anymore and she ended up in hospital after taking too many pills because she wanted to see you again. The girls who used to make fun of the way you dressed feel their throats get tight, they don’t talk to each other anymore, they don’t talk to anyone, they’re all in therapy trying so hard not to blame themselves but nothing works. And your teacher who always gave you a hard time stares blankly at the wall, she quits her job a few days later. And then your boyfriend hears the news and he can’t breathe, he still calls you a lot just to hear your voice and he talks to you on Facebook but you never message him back, he can’t fall in love again because every girl he meets reminds him of you, he’s never going to get over you, he loved you and he cries himself to sleep every night, hating himself and slicing his skin because he couldn’t save you and he’s never going to hold you in his arms or hear you laugh again. Now everyone who knew you, whether they were a big part of your life or someone you passed in the hallway a few times a week, they carry this aching feeling around inside them because you’re gone, and they miss you, and they don’t know why you left but it must’ve been their fault and they should’ve stopped you and they should’ve told you they loved you more and that feeling is never going to go away. And so you killed yourself..


    but you killed everyone else around you too.


    I did not write this. I'm not sure who did, but whoever did, the credit goes all to them. I just found it and really wanted to put it here because I know lots of people on PMC need to hear it.

    You may think that when you kill yourself, no one will notice/care. That is not true. You may think no one cares about you, but deep down, they really really do. And when this happens, they live the rest of their life wishing they could've done more. Wishing they told you that they loved you more often, or that they're very proud of you. Always, always consider what you're doing before you do it. Ask yourself if it's what you really want. Does your mom really hate you? Or is she just taking out all the pent up frustration and fear from work and life on you accidentally? What about your sister? She may laugh at your face when she can get a reaction out of you, but do you think she'd laugh over your lifeless body? Does the bully at school really want you dead, or does he just like to be feared when at home his dad hits his mom and yells?

    Please ask yourself all these questions. Don't let your pent up fear, hatred, and pain cause you to do something you'll regret. And you can always come to me if you want a friend. I won't make fun of you, or yell at you. I'll try to be loyal and kind, and help through whatever it is you're going through. You don't have to be alone.

    ~Evi ♥

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    More about me! If you're interested..
    You can call me Evi
    I'm a teenager, and strong Christian
    I'd love to talk! Shoot me a PM!
    I'm really interested in K9 SAR, but I would also love to be an FBI agent, or maybe even a Detective.
    I'm really interested in drumming, which I think is pretty cool for a girl to do.

    Most people who meet me in real life think I'm quiet, which I am around strangers, usually. But my close friends know I'm actually really outgoing if I trust you and feel comfortable with you. And I love rock. So yeah.
    My best friend is September, and she's the one and only B.F.S.S.F.L.!

    "Every day we choose, we might win or lose. This is the dangerous life."

    My Zodiac sign is Pisces, and I feel it pretty much defines me..

    Pisces are empathetic people, often feeling badly for someone whose life is not going well. They feel the need to reach out to those who are less fortunate and will often find themselves involved in drama that they hadn’t intended. They are kind, caring individuals who feel everything deeply, even though you would not know it on the surface. They can be creative and imaginative when they believe that they have support to make those leaps.

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    "Enemies, clawing at my eyes, I scratch and bleed, just to stay alive, yeah. The zombies come out at night, they'll never catch me, never catch me."
    ~Skillet, Back From the Dead



  • Song of the Week

    Lots of people are doing this so I decided to do it too cause I have loooooots of songs I wanna share! So yeah, there will be a new song here every week, I'll probably change it on a Wednesday I guess since today's Wednesday.

    This week's song: Skillet - Not Gonna Die

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  • Thanks to Monii, I'm now a big Monstercat fan! ^-^

    I'm also part of the Pmc Monstercat Fan Club, just PM either Monii or Beverly if you're interested in joining.

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  • Wall Posts

    • Labyrinth
      May 21, 2017, 8:37 pm to Public
      Just gonna make it short and.. er, sweet.

      I'm gonna be leaving Pmc or a bit. I'm not exactly sure how long, but I'll be back. School is stressing me out and I just gotta leave. Not to sound rude or anything. You guys are truly amazing, and I wanna thank you all very much.

      Mainly Beverly, Ocean, Monii, and Purr (good luck on that artwork! c;). I'll miss you guys while I'm gone.

      Anywho, I'll see ya'll later. Have a great day! ^-^
      TheJeffreyCam said 2017-05-22 17:41:02
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      I hope you chill!
      _September_ said 2017-05-22 12:26:40
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      Hey, what about me?




      Kidding, kidding, bye!
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    • Labyrinth
      May 20, 2017, 7:02 pm to Public


      This is my new kitten! His name is Socks! Sep gave him to me! <3 I can't bring him home with me since I can't have pets but he's still mine :D
      Prince Oceanus said 2017-05-20 22:09:22
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      Ah, I see. x3
      Labyrinth said 2017-05-20 21:19:05
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      Socks is the one you named, but her cousin has already fallen in love with Cider, so I can't have her. But don't worry, we can share him!
      ^-^
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    • Labyrinth
      May 19, 2017, 12:57 pm to Public
      Beverly said 2017-05-19 15:59:56
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      That is true.
    • Labyrinth
      May 18, 2017, 9:57 pm to Public
      "Head full of questions, how can you measure up?
      To deserve affection, to ever be enough
      For this existence
      When did it get so hard?
      Your heart is beating, alive and breathing
      And there's a reason why
      You are essential, not accidental
      And you should realize

      You are beloved
      I wanted you to know
      You are beloved
      Let it soak into your soul
      Oh, forget the lies you heard
      Rise above the hurt
      And listen to these words
      You are beloved."

      ~Jordan Feliz, Beloved
      Labyrinth said 2017-05-18 23:43:55
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      YAAY ;)
      Riah said 2017-05-18 23:36:39
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      YOU ARE OFFICIALLY MY NEW BEST FRIEND
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    • Labyrinth
      May 17, 2017, 1:15 pm to Public
      Labyrinth said 2017-05-17 13:22:04
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      Yup
      Beverly said 2017-05-17 13:20:44
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      That's insightful but so odd too. I like it though.
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