Being alive is so weird??



Consciousness???



The ability to understand where we fit in the universe??????



The fact we live mediocre lives because of constitutions we founded to control people



Science???



i'm not saying it's impossible but a massive heat death of the
universe happening tomorrow and all of our memories, hopes and dreams
being wiped out in one cosmic collapse can happen.



this can all very well be over



would it be a bad thing



a void of nothingness swallowing me up



isnt the way id want to go



but then again people go through things much worse




but why cant the world just end i mean



we are potentially heading to rock bottom as a species



I think complete annihilation of the human race isnt such a bad idea



no other animal hurts us



its just human on human



humans have the power to destroy themselves and every other living creature on this planet



but then again destruction is relative



but isnt everything



nothing here really has a meaning



we are here because we are stuck



pain is also so relative



everything is relative



i mean



if people are so sure of their religions why do they get so butthurt when someone doubts it



surety is also relative so is logic in a way



why do we need logic



logic is so relative



maybe what i consider basic logic



people disagree with



in some cultures its only logical to get married at a young age



so you can have more kids



some cultures find it completely logical to never get married and not have kids



and they are those people who belive that marriage is a pact for life


no one needs a paper to tell them who they love...



this paper does not mean anything



and lack of a paper is almost as significant as the paper itself



mariage and love can be whatever you want it to be



anything can be whatever you want it to be



people lie



this world is full of liars trying to appease each other



i dont lie to people who i care about



but i do lie



about small things



for me small things are my feelings and things that dont matter like what i ate on this day 4 years ago



i lie to my teachers



lying is relative people do it so they dont hurt a person they care about



but for me lying is the worst thing anyone can ever do



i smell lies i sense lies



i could tell everything she lied about



now she either speaks the truth or she dosent speak



thats the way this world should be



i dont mind my feelings hurt



appeasement is great if it is done with dignity



but then again none of this matters as the voids just going to swallow all of us



after awhile living just becomes an pond in an abandoned park somewhere waiting to evaporate



because our life is full of so much nothing



its better to just dissapear than to try to escape this void



this darkness where no ones special



these are just thoughts



dont take it personally



im just diving in to analytical chaos



examining the void i have found myself in, in a matter of hours

-AUI80