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BitSlayer Gone.......

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BitNotPretending avatar BitNotPretending
Level 34 : Artisan Hunter
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There is a reason why he went and why I replaced his place. There are 4 reasons why BitNotPretending comes.


Reason 1: bullies....
First of all is a bully. I make a poll about bullies because I'm the victim. And I choose to fight back. I hate it. They bully me like I'm nothing. Almost 2 years I was bullied. When I was 7 and 8 years old. It feels painful.... They beat me, they despise me. But at that time I couldn't do anything. There are too many. They always follow me......

Reason 2: using me as personal gain
When i was 13 and 14 years old.... I think i have a good friend... Playing video games with me. Do everything with me but then. I realize that they used me..... They actually add to play with them because their friend is offline. When their friend is online they will kick me like nothing. They talk back about me. They say im dumb they say im noob and they say im useless. They always ask me to buy food for them but I got nothing. It's just like a slave....


Reason 3: abandon me.
They actually don't care about me. They say I'm a friend but neglect me. I always help them but when my time comes. They are gone. I don't have anyone, I just stand by myself. I just have my family.....



Reason 4: heartbreaking
I have fallen in love with someone. I do anything for her. She just took everything that I gave. But one day she said she never loved me. She had a boyfriend. I just simply. A big simp. And after that I believe with my word.... "IF YOU NEVER IN LOVE.YOU WILL NEVER FEEL PAIN ABOUT IT"



But now i have friend that care about me. They treat me like a friend. But it's all too late. I will never change to old one. I love myself "BitNotPretending". I'm sick of pretending that I'm okay with people treating me like trash. Isick pretending that I'm always happy. Now i just love talk straight to the point. I will say what i like and what i don't like.


Sometimes I will laugh by myself just because I remember the past. I become dumb, useless, love pretending......


Remember guys... You decide what you gonna do. They always have a choice. Like me, I choose myself to become like this. And i like it.


NOTHING WILL CHANGE ME, EXCEPT GOD....


Green_Subway For Fixing my grammar
Expert English Guy:

www.planetminecraft.com/member/green_subway/
CreditBitNotPretending Story / Green_Subway Grammar
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Update #1 : 01/27/2021 2:03:23 pmJan 27th

Fixed grammar by green_subway.
https://www.planetminecraft.com/member/green_subway/

I live in asia so im not good to speak english. So green_subway help me. I believe there is kind people but bad luck always chasing me...

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02/16/2021 10:06 am
Level 14 : Journeyman System
NoodleRat
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"If you're never in love, you will never feel the pain about it"



If you're never in true love, you'll never feel the love about it
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02/16/2021 10:39 am
Level 34 : Artisan Hunter
BitNotPretending
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I never gonna find it because im sick of it......
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02/16/2021 10:51 amhistory
Level 14 : Journeyman System
NoodleRat
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If I'm ever sick of something I try different kinds of it, that are far different then the one I am sick of.



the love of an object



the love of family and friends



the love of a website that is truly just light on a screen



the love of hate



the love of love



the love of everything, that god has.



the love of both the good and the bad, even if they don't deserve it.



"If you understand, it isn't god" -St. Augustine
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01/28/2021 11:59 pm
Level 23 : Expert Nerd
TheSpxderGuy
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Wait are you BitSlayer?
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01/29/2021 2:57 amhistory
Level 34 : Artisan Hunter
BitNotPretending
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Yes... But not anymore. I try to change my life.
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01/27/2021 3:23 pm
Level 36 : Artisan Blob
Eynnom
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Really?

I feel sorry
but you know that you could write to me(venting/sharing sad things or about your issues)
I am open for topics
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01/27/2021 11:58 pmhistory
Level 34 : Artisan Hunter
BitNotPretending
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Yeah i have venting to you. Just search massage subject vent place
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01/28/2021 3:42 am
Level 36 : Artisan Blob
Eynnom
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Yes

but you could also make a new note with the vent (IDC if the note repeats)
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01/27/2021 11:22 am
Level 9 : Apprentice Warrior
green_subway
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I like your enthusiasm and feel sorry for you. Also im not trying to be mean, but can you please use better grammar. I had to read each paragraph like 3 times.
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