There is a reason why he went and why I replaced his place. There are 4 reasons why BitNotPretending comes.
Reason 1: bullies....
First of all is a bully. I make a poll about bullies because I'm the victim. And I choose to fight back. I hate it. They bully me like I'm nothing. Almost 2 years I was bullied. When I was 7 and 8 years old. It feels painful.... They beat me, they despise me. But at that time I couldn't do anything. There are too many. They always follow me......
Reason 2: using me as personal gain
When i was 13 and 14 years old.... I think i have a good friend... Playing video games with me. Do everything with me but then. I realize that they used me..... They actually add to play with them because their friend is offline. When their friend is online they will kick me like nothing. They talk back about me. They say im dumb they say im noob and they say im useless. They always ask me to buy food for them but I got nothing. It's just like a slave....
Reason 3: abandon me.
They actually don't care about me. They say I'm a friend but neglect me. I always help them but when my time comes. They are gone. I don't have anyone, I just stand by myself. I just have my family.....
Reason 4: heartbreaking
I have fallen in love with someone. I do anything for her. She just took everything that I gave. But one day she said she never loved me. She had a boyfriend. I just simply. A big simp. And after that I believe with my word.... "IF YOU NEVER IN LOVE.YOU WILL NEVER FEEL PAIN ABOUT IT"
But now i have friend that care about me. They treat me like a friend. But it's all too late. I will never change to old one. I love myself "BitNotPretending". I'm sick of pretending that I'm okay with people treating me like trash. Isick pretending that I'm always happy. Now i just love talk straight to the point. I will say what i like and what i don't like.
Sometimes I will laugh by myself just because I remember the past. I become dumb, useless, love pretending......
Remember guys... You decide what you gonna do. They always have a choice. Like me, I choose myself to become like this. And i like it.
NOTHING WILL CHANGE ME, EXCEPT GOD....
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If you're never in true love, you'll never feel the love about it
the love of an object
the love of family and friends
the love of a website that is truly just light on a screen
the love of hate
the love of love
the love of everything, that god has.
the love of both the good and the bad, even if they don't deserve it.
"If you understand, it isn't god" -St. Augustine
I feel sorry
but you know that you could write to me(venting/sharing sad things or about your issues)
I am open for topics
but you could also make a new note with the vent (IDC if the note repeats)