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Hello I'm Fifteen Braxton Style this is gonna start from when i was young here we go i'll see you at the end I was born by my two goth parents HotTopic aka Hayden Topics and Wans Style. I wasn't your normal baby i hated girly things i like the way my mother Jayden Topics dressed she worked at HotTopic and my dad worked at a small wood works shop i was browsing the youtube when i found a guy called Johnnie Guilbert it turned out his was part of a bigger channel call My Digital Escape and he lived in the same place as me!!!. So that day at school i planned to tell my friends about this new channel and how i like Johnnie Guilbert from My Digital Escape and they all gave me nasty looks like "eww you like him.." that's when the bulling started it helped that Johnnie cared and told us not to cut his Thugpugs i was the biggest fan he ever had. i went to all his concerts at Youtuber's Warp Tour. back to me i went to home and got online all over my page was rude comments saying "this is the whore that thinks Johnnie is gonna notice here" "Notice me senpai HE EVER WILL BITCH" i shuut my computer down and ran to my mother and hugged her tightly crying she rubbed my head as i cried and told her all that had happened to me on the internet she took me out of school but that made the bulling worse they'd comment once a week to everyday now saying things like "OMG SHE GOT OUT OF SCHOOL" "I BET SHE'S AFRAID WE'LL BEAT HER ASS" "SCARDY CAT" "BITCH" i cried my self to sleep more times then i could count.. I messaged Johnnie Guilbert on Twitter and he anwsered saying "it's okay girl don't listen to them your perfect and cutting isn't the awnser believe I've tired to do that to.." My days began to brighten i'd tell him my problems and he'd make them go away like they never happened i felt loved for once besides by my mom and dad and siblings of course. i decided to pick back up school but it was the worse idea every people mumbled and tripped me through out the walls..i went home and i'd cut till i fell into unconscious state where i'd just lay bleeding out one day when i was sure i was gonna die and i was happy about it my mom raced me to the hostipal and Johnnie Guilbert came to give me balloons i woke to him holding his head like i'd died and he lost his mother i smiled "hey.." i whispered he looked up and smiled he said to me "i thought i told you to be strong girl." i laughed "i'll try again" he smiled and gave me his number in case this every happened again i was happy i skipped to school and laughed when they called me names they were surprised and so was i how could i just laugh it off like nothing happened i sat in the park reading texts me and Johnnie had been sending back and forth to each other it made me smile my mom sat down she laughed "i thought that smile didn't exist anymore." i laughed and hugged her smiling and laughing she was happy to see her little girl smiling but... it when down hill... Johnnie had to go on tour.. and i lost my mind i couldn't find the money to go with them and he left without me it was like we were dating but we weren't we are just best friends so i had to go to school and i was pushed to the ground and beaten up the took my back pack and threw it to the wall and kicked me one last time and blood streamed down my nose and i had a black eye i covered it up with makeup and while i was in the bathroom i heard some girls talking about my sister and how she just got into a car crash and died.. it took me down a dark path i couldn't come back from i grabbed the razors and cut my wrist blood dripped onto my carpet and i cut my neck as i laughed smiling this didn't hurt i was setting myself free i layed there as i bleed to death my mother ran in and held my half dead body crying "why Braxton..." she whispered kissing my head holding me to her as she ran me to the hostpal my mother fell to the hostipal floor and pushed me up "SOMEONE HELP HER!" her hair moved in her face as i was taken away by the doctors my mother waited there all night and morning and week..i almost didn't make it my mother ran in and held me in her arms and wouldn't let me go back to school she let me keep my phone and laptop tho but i spent alot of my time outside on the swig that where i died...i was swigging was too high and i was wrapped in my swing's metal chains as it slowly choked me to death i dropped my phone the thing i was texting was "yes i'll date you Johnnie Guilbert" my mother ran to me and unhung me she held my dead body in her arms as she cried screaming "WHY!! WHY HER! TAKE ME GIVER HER BACK" she loved me so much and now i was gone she cried as i went cold and died...i never told Johnnie i loved him till now. i woke in the ghost kingdom as i met with him he smiled "so your the girl who likes me?" i blushed "uh ya.." he smiled "lets date them" and i screamed "YES!!!! OMG YES!!!" i hugged him and wouldn't let go i finally was with my love we have up and downs but he promised me he'll always come back to me no matter if he falls for Alex