The house isn’t silent. All I see is darkness. As if I can not awake from eternal sleep, but my presence is here. I can here the chatter a children and their laughing.

i now see the light, I move slowly toward the light afraid it will disappear right under my fingers. I am consumed by a fog, my eyes forcefully close, making me only see darkness and the veins in my eye lids. And then I fall

im falling at the speed of light in the darkness. Then my life is flashing in front of my eyes. My childhood, my teenage years, my first boyfriend, the death of my mother, my first heart break, boyfriend after boyfriend, heartbreak after heartbreak, high school, the school shooting where I almost died, then collage where I meet the love of my life, and then the end. The end in which I high up ready to touch the clouds.

suddenly I awake from the terrible nightmare. But I hear the loud whoosh of the wind, my hair whipping in the wind, and that I am not standing. I’m falling. I soon realized the I hit my head a rock and got knocked out, but I could not understand why I was falling. And then it hit me, my father a drunk acoholic drove me to a cliff. He said “your just like your mother, just like her, she was the end to my life which is why I killed her, now your slowly edging your way into my life, which is why I must kill you!” And then my father ran at me.

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I was falling down down and down. My father had just pushed me off a cliff. I felt betrayed, lonely. My depression took over my soul and destroyed it. All I could think about was why my father had killed my mother. My face was blank as I fell closer to the floor. I closed my eyes not afraid of death. Then I heard something heavy hit the floor, and everything went dark.

(Des) stands for Depressing Story|TheGirlyGirl