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The Blanket of Coldness That Will Keep Me Warm | TheSilentWind

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It was only five years ago that I hid under my blanket tightly, fearing for the imaginary tentacles that may come up to grab me, or maybe it was the fact that people will make fun of me. This was a huge deal for me and I'm sure for many others too. I wish that is what I still have to deal with now. They all hide in the realm of virtual lives and dreams while I have nowhere to hide, or perhaps I am too hiding but not voluntarily. I'm stuck in this endless grind. In a way, I don't want to come out of sadness anymore. It almost feels good to just let it hug me... Just... hugging me tightly when nobody else will.

  Your made belief stories were almost like real. Sometimes I wanna go back to you and listen to your lies some more. They're so beautiful even if they're all just the designs of fiction. Of course, they are beautiful, you said to me. You said I'm the only person too stupid to realize. Maybe that's true.

  "Confront your fears."

  Why should I? You were lying anyway. At the same time, I think I'm okay with that. Guess you're off to write your fiction for someone else now. That's nice... I'm okay with your fiction. I'm okay with your lies. I'm okay so long as you hug me tight.

  Why bother putting on a sweater? Why bother to stay warm? I storm off into the cold blizzard with a T-shirt and shorts. I like that numbness. I like that pain lingering in my fingers and slowly creeping up to my heart. The wind aggressively tucks me into a blanket of snow. At least I have the cold to keep me warm when you no longer will. I will run no matter what they say. I don't wanna confront the so-called "truth." No, no. It's not the truth. Fiction is enough for me, but when I can't long to the fiction... It's okay... This blanket of coldness will keep me warm.
Credithttps://s.abcnews.com/images/US/GTY-blizzard-as-161117_16x9_992.jpg + second image from infinitybusinessbrokers.com (too long to put link) are used for the thumbnail background image
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  • Krader
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  • March 2, 2019, 4:36 pm
This blanket of coldness will keep me warm. Thats where it got me.

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