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Hello, I'm Inspiring and this is a blog about my life and some might say "Tragic" as I say lesson learned, so I hope you don't cry, and I hope you learn something from this, if you don't well that's okay, as long as you enjoyed it! :)

Happy reading! :)





  My name is Inspiring, Space, or Spaceless. I am a 14 year old girl who likes to walk, draw, write, play in band, sing, listen to music, and finally play games! (I know lots of hobbies). I'm not the so called "Normal" 14 year old you think I am, I like older films such as The Andy Griffith Show, The Brady Bunch, Little House on a Prairie,Gun Smoke, and Bonanza, but those are just TV shows I also like old time movies such as Back to the Future, Shaw Shank, Green mile, Grumpy Old Grandpa, and many more movies and shows.


If you don't know me that well, you need to know that I love music, whether it's singing, instrumental, or whatever, I love music, Since I said I like listening to music, some songs I like are: Boy In The Bubble, Shooter, Sk8ter Boi, White Winter Hymnal, I built a friend, Paper Crown, End of Summer, This is home, fool, lemon boy, Pigeon, 888,
If you want more music to listen too than that here are both of my playlist full of music you can jam out too! :D

⭐️ Music Playlists ⭐️
Here is a playlist for all my nightcore fans out there! <3
Nightcore

Here is a playlist for my non-nightcore people out there (It consists of many genres)
Non-Nightcore



If that isn't enough well I have some bands and artists you might like, or will be interested in!
Some artist or bands I like are:
Cavetown, Alec Benjamin, Evanescence, Pentatonix, Avril Lavigne, Jake Hill, Josh A, Billie Eilish and a few others but those are the main ones I listen too!

Now if you don't have time to read ALL of that text, then you can read the shorter version of my intro below! :)

⭐️ Introduction ⭐️
Name:
Inspiring, Space, or Spaceless

Age:
14

Gender:
Female

Sexuality:
Lesbian

Hobbies/Likes:
Drawing, Writing, Walking, Online Family, Friends, Irl Family, Reading Memes, Making Puns,

Dislikes:
Rude people, People who don't respect other hoomans, Yelling, Screaming, and Loud Noises

Favorite Color(s):
The Rainbow but mostly Blue, Cyan, Purple, Black, Gray, and, White

Favorite Band(s)/Musician:

Cavetown, Alec Benjamin, Evanescence, Pentatonix, Avril Lavigne, Jake Hill, Josh A

Favorite Songs:
Boy In The Bubble, Shooter, Sk8ter Boi, White Winter Hymnal, I built a friend, Paper Crown, End of Summer, This is home, fool, lemon boy, pigeon, 888


Thank you for reading my introduction, sorry it was short but that was the point! :)


⭐️ 2018 Summer Vacation ⭐️
  This summer I went on vacation (Around the end of May - beginning of June). My family and my mom and dad's friends came along as well (Lets call them Jimmy, Sally and their daughter Sarah) So we took Jimmy's, and Sally's Explorer cause 1 there were 6 of us, and my mom's car is too small and 2 we had too cause the luggage case wouldn't work for our car. Where we went on vacation was Florida and on the way back was New Orleans and Louisiana! We drove 13 hours (Every 4 hours we stopped to fuel the car, use the bathroom and eat). Once we got to the condo. We unpacked and since there were two rooms the adults got them, as Sarah and I got the VERY uncomfortable pull out bed, yay! *Sarcasm*. We stayed at the condo for about a week. We went thrift shopping, and got donuts at Krispy Kream (It was my first time going there, so I had the Oreo Doughnut and it was so good!! :3) We also went to the beach too, since I live in a state where we don't have oceans and beautiful sand, it was really cool and very windy (Very cool sight but brushing my knotted hair afterwards was not fun, kinda hurts... :( ) We had tons of fun at Florida but once we got to New Orleans it looked really neat, but smelled bad, and really loud, but it was also cool seeing all the buildings and everything (I will admit it was crowded and kinda scary so we just stayed in the car). Louisiana was also really cool, but I don't remember much of it, just that It was beautiful.

13 HOURS LATER


Finally we made it home when it was only 1:00 am, we unpacked everything from the luggage case and we all went to bed, well most of us went to bed as I stayed up and watched YouTube cause I took a nap (A very long nap) in the car.
Hope you enjoy the story, I didn't really feel like writing but I'll go back later or so and edit it to make better! :)




Disclaimer: This is a section that contains the following: Suicide, overdose, self harm, and many others.
If you are a self harmer, or your thinking of suicide please seek help!
Please read the quote because honestly it's so true, you may not believe it is, but everyone is beautiful no matter what! <3



⭐️ Help Sources ⭐️
Talk With a Friend or Family Member
Reach out to a friend or family member with a call or text. If you're not sure what to say, consider starting with something like this: "I'm going through something difficult and was hoping to talk with you about it. If that's ok with you, please let me know."

Talk With a Helpline Volunteer
Call or text a trained helper who can listen and support you.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org
1 800 273 8255

The Trevor Project (for LGBT youth, friends and family members)
http://www.thetrevorproject.org
1 866 488 7386

Crisis Textline
SMS: Text "HERE" to 741741

Visit the "You Matter" Blog
You Matter is a movement to spread the word that your problems, your
worries, your fears, and above all you—unique and real you—matter. You
Matter is a safe space for youth to discuss and share stories about
mental health and wellness.
http://youmatter.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/




⭐️ My Dark Past ⭐️

 I was always a happy kid, but then when I was in 5th grade my grandma died, my cousin died (she was only 7 when she past) and that was the year when my depression started to show. In 6th grade in the middle of the year I knew what depression was, and what self harm was, and I done my research on it, and I discovered what cutting was and I had cut myself only twice that year.

  In 7th grade was a really bad year for me, I had self harmed too many times to count, and my parents found out and I over heard them saying why I was doing it. That night I cried myself to sleep and I continued cutting myself, and I figured out a new way to hurt myself, I used salt and ice, all it did was make a bruise and I did that all over my body.

  The summer of 7th-8th grade I tried to commit suicide on June 13th 2018 (It was two months ago).
I wrote my suicide letter and took a tin-ful of pills and gulped down water. After that I told all my online friends that I trusted good bye and one person named Taylor thought it was weird and he had an Idea why but wasn't fully sure. So we got into a call and I could barely speak, my voice was really shaky and Taylor was crying and begging me to throw up the pills, go to a hospital, or tell someone. I kept denying it, and he brought in his friend Marisa and she texted me and she convinced me cause she was a self harmer, and almost commited suicide herself.I said I
would throw up the pills and I said my good byes cause it was very late at night, and I threw up the pills and I kept throwing up in the middle of the night for a few days. I was very light headed, and was shaky, I didn't feel like myself at all, and felt like a new person, I acted the same, but felt different, like in a new body. No one in my family knew about my attempt but I felt like they did, but there was no trace of me killing myself, or tried to. I told no one, and nobody still doesn't know until now. I know this was pretty recent but I am 2 months clean of self harming, and about 3 months clean of my last suicide attempt.

  I'm not gonna lie, I do have bad days where I want to end it all, or want to hurt myself, but I tell myself to calm down, and it's not worth it. It's not worth leaving scars on your body when the thought is only temporarily and only for the day. The thoughts you have, you have saved them in your mind, you can choose to keep them there, or put new thoughts in and create positive ones. Like I said in the disclaimer I am clean, and feeling better now, I still have bad days, and yes I get urges, but I don't do them. I ignore them and do something productive with my life.

  If you think that I am making any of this up, or that I want attention well your wrong, I am putting my story out there cause people like me who felt alone and scared to ask for help got towards drugs, self harm, and get driven to suicide. This past December someone commited suicide on Christmas day and instead I had to go to a funeral that day. I was really upset that they did that, and it made me realized so many things after that day, I still think of him when I feel down cause I want to help him, and I wish I did help him. Even when I didn't know him, I wish I did cause he felt so alone, and down that he felt like he wasn't important to this world and took his own life. Which makes me really sad, and I wish the best for the family, and hope nothing happens like this again, cause losing a loved one can really damage a person in ways you never knew.

Thank you for reading my story, and have a nice day! :)




















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  • Artsy_Lady
  • Level 33
  • Artisan Wolf
  • August 19, 2018, 11:27 am
I wish you the best of luck in life.
I have a sibling that does self harm, they are getting help though.
God bless you and your family.
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 19, 2018, 12:02 pm

Awwe, thanks, means a lot! :)
Sorry that your sister/brother is self harming, but I'm glad their getting help.
God bless your family and you as well! :) <3

hi
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 18, 2018, 5:31 pm
Hello!! :D
  • Sturm daddy
  • Level 4
  • Apprentice Engineer
  • August 17, 2018, 7:43 pm
I know that the passing of a family member is really tragic and all, here's the thing

I'm currently 14 years old and a sophomore in high school. I was born on December 30 of 2003, in Arizona. My mother had me here illegally and for 9 months we lived normally. Till one day, she got some terrible news. My grandfather was diagnosed with cancer, and only had a few months left. She could of done either 2 things, 1: stay here in the US and wait for her visa to arrive, 2: go to Mexico to visit my I'll grandfather and get caught for committing a felony. She went to Mexico, and committed what I would call the stupidest mistake on her and my family's life, she went to Mexico, and didn't come back. My father who had recently gotten divorced, didn't want to go through another divorce, so he too did a mistake, and packed our stuff, and crossedo he border for the last time in a course of 10 excruciating painful years. I'm not going to go into details but during my time there, my grandfather died when I was.4, an uncle whom I considered my dad died, and what I think to be the most painful thing, I lost what was to be a brother I prayed every day for. I would be bullied a lot because I was overweight, my parents would sometimes abuse me, and I came to near death at least 3 times. Now, I'm back in the US, my family is going through a severe economic struggle to the point where we have to starve sometimes, and my mom was recently diagnosed with diabetes. My grades are slipping, and I haven't been able to find aNY other possible career other than welding. And areal this time, NOT ONCE have I thought of getting a blade, or injecting lead on my head.
My point is that you're 14, you haven't even started your life. Hell, I have a pretty good reason to want to kill myself, yet that never goes through my head, because I'm supposed to be living life, while I'm young, not get all depressed and suicidal due to a family member loss, so consider this, and be grateful you have a good life, because hell, I would've killed to have one of those trips you have, also this is PLANET MINECRAFT, not reddit like a guy said down below, and if you think I want attention, or I made any of this up, you're wrong, I wanted to put this out there, so that people can see this and learn.
My name is Luis aka Slavic pal
And this is me. This is real
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 18, 2018, 6:56 am
Tbh, I never expected anyone to also share their story but it's very powerful and sorry to hear that some members of your family past. It takes courage to share a tragic story, but I'm confused did you want to share your story, or did you want to prove a point saying how there are people out there like you, who is living worse. Cause it's that the case then the answer is, I already know that, people living here illegally, human trafficking, rape, dealing drugs, abuse, and I could go on but those are just a few. See here is the thing though, I never experienced worse so what I went through is the worst, and I'm still going through hell right now, when someone asks whats wrong I say I'm fine, and that's the truth, but it's also a lie I'm fine on the outside, but dying slowly inside.
I know PMC is MC related but read the rules cause it's your opinion and PMC has no rule where we can't post non-MC things. Thanks for reading, again sorry to hear your loss,.
  • BioPowered
  • Level 39
  • Artisan Engineer
  • August 17, 2018, 11:57 pm
Well said, bro! If you need to talk, you know who to come to ;)
  • Stuffles
  • Level 30
  • Artisan Button Pusher
  • August 17, 2018, 2:52 pm
honestly this is so sad but i'm glad you recovered from it all, stories like this need to be shared, i haven't ever self harmed or anything like that but people just need to hear these stories and know that they and other people matter, hope you're still feeling well! <3
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 17, 2018, 3:15 pm
Awwe, glad you liked it, yeah I'm recovering well enough to move on with my life, and I still get bad days but I just move on from the bad days in stead of staying in them.
I agree, people need to hear stories like these, I think I'm going to start small, and then move to bigger places, and possibly, share them in person. Idk though, we'll see in the future.
While i get you are trying to put your story out there, this is a minecraft website. Not a blogpost website like tumblr. This is for minecraft related things, not personal life struggles. Good luck to you anyways.
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 17, 2018, 12:33 pm
Thank you, but look at all the other blog post, yes you see minecraft related blogs, but there are also blogs not minecraft related, just like this one.
Also you chose to read this one, clearly in the title it's not Minecraft related, nor is the picture.
I'm not trying to be rude, nor disrespectful.

I have an issue with all of those blog posts. If they arent MC related, they shouldnt be here. At least thats how i see it. This is a website for a game, not to tell personal life stories that have nothing to do with said game.
  • WillowDear
  • Level 18
  • Journeyman Hunter
  • August 18, 2018, 9:36 am
This is much more than a Minecraft website, and it's a safe place for many people. It shouldn't concern you that they have found someplace they can share their feelings and be comfortable, you should instead be happy for them. This is the most welcoming community I've been in, and I guarantee you, this is probably one of the safest places you can do it.
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 18, 2018, 6:43 am
If the owners of PMC have a problem with that (Clearly they don't) then they can take the posts down 1 by 1, and in the rules it never said we can't post ANY non-MC related things. I understand you don't like it, but you chose to comment and you chose to read it.
Which I think I need to make it clear that it's a non-MC related thing since EVERYONE has a problem with it.
  • Aaaaaaaaaaa
  • Level 9
  • Apprentice Cake
  • August 17, 2018, 10:42 am
Okay, we get it. But some of the blogs on PMC aren't even Minecraft-Related. They're just stories. Like THIS one, OKAY?
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 17, 2018, 12:33 pm
Thank you, but it's okay, I think they get it!! XD
  • Peridot XJ9
  • Level 38
  • Artisan Professor
  • August 16, 2018, 5:23 am
Aww, you poor thing! ;~; At least you're feeling happy again and you're moving on from such a tragic moment. You may not realize it, but if you died now, you would've only lived 1/4th of your life. I'm glad you chose not to do such a horrible thing to yourself, because you were smart enough to stay strong and push yourself forward to see those other three joyful parts of your life that you have yet to experience. For now, cherish the good moments you've made and appreciate the joys the present can bring. Hakuna Matata! :3 *Huggles*
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 16, 2018, 1:05 pm
Awwe, you're too sweet, and kind, thank you so much!! :)
Yeah it was tough and I did want to give up but I was scared of some people's reactions when I left and one thing that will always stick to me is my dad told me if I died my mom would go crazy cause I'm her only daughter, and I don't want my mom to be hurt.
I didn't know we all had 4 parts to our life? I guess you do learn something everyday, so that's pretty interesting!!
I try to enjoy every moment I can, and suck it right in, I hope you cherish special moments as well!! :)

Thank you for reading, take care!! :) <3
*Huggiez*

i want to cry with happiness and/or sadness about your dark past.
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 15, 2018, 2:15 am
Awwe,thank you, and don't cry please then that would make me cryy!! :'( <3
I'm glad you liked it though!! :) <3
*Huggiez*

be safe, you're an amazing person.

*hug*
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 15, 2018, 6:22 pm
Awwe, thanks, your an amazing person as well!! :)
*Huggiez*
  • Aaaaaaaaaaa
  • Level 9
  • Apprentice Cake
  • August 13, 2018, 10:23 am
Facts starting...

Whenever you want
  • Inspiring
  • Level 35
  • Artisan Bunny
  • August 13, 2018, 6:03 pm
Facts starting....

Today, I worked on my blog so happy reading!! :)
  • Aaaaaaaaaaa
  • Level 9
  • Apprentice Cake
  • August 17, 2018, 10:45 am
(And extra facts started today)

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