I am like losing myself. Its not minecraft related, but friend's issues. Suppose my friend's name is Clover. A friend she hangs out the most will be named Poppy and Kat. When I went to 5th grade, I moved. That's when I met Clover, until we both moved to 6th grade. Due to many different periods, we grew more apart, but we still hanged out. Until she became friends with Poppy. Me and Clover met Kat, and now in break, when I come out of the room, Clover and Kat is gone. The next day, I tell Clover that she ditched me, and Clover insisted. She said I needed to catch up (except she still leaves fast). After the next few days, we're like strangers. We don't even eye contact. I felt pretty guilty, and joined Kat for lunch. We invited Clover, and she sat there for a few minutes. I tried to entertain her, but she only muttered, "Ok.." The next thing is she immediately leaves the table and joins her friend Poppy. When I got home, I texted her, writing, do you hate me. She said like why are you saying that, and said that she can't hang out with everyday because her friends will be apart from her. I got kinda ticked off, because I'm also her FRIEND, but she won't ever hang out with me. I feel really depressed now, am I just a bad friend who doesn't deserve a friend?