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  • tonight i need you to stay

    previously known as oldpine_

    it’s so hard not being able to talk to someone who you treasure above everyone else. someone you think about literally every moment, asleep or awake, thinking or dreaming. someone where every morning you wake up and immediately wonder what they’re up to. and if they’ve thought of you recently. or if they just distract themselves from you. because that’s what you try to do. but it fails. it fails so badly because you just end up thinking about them more, when the next time you’ll see them, if you’ll even see them again. if you’ll ever be in their safe arms again. if you’ll ever be able to look into their amazing eyes and say ‘i love you.’ but you don’t know. you don’t know if you’ll ever see them again. at any moment someone could snap their fingers and poof, your best friend is gone. but you never told them that one last time. you never held them in your arms and said ‘i love you’ that one last time. you never got to tell them how much you treasured them, how much you actually meant that ‘i love you.’ and you’ll never know if they heard the ‘goodnight’ you whispered to them, every night at 10:00. or the song you sang them every time you could, whether or not your ukulele was nearby. or the countless letters you wrote, whether they were just mentioned in it or the entire page was about them. because at any moment, any second, poof. they’re gone.




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