If anyone here still remembers me, at any time I can ask for my account to be deactivated, just to let you know and I don't suddenly disappear, and also, my Minecraft account to be deleted too.

Okay, maybe I don't have any more Skin Fight skins, my motivation is gone and, it's just extreme sadness, I'm trying something out of here, which I said in my first SK skin, and I just get thrown in the trash and undervalued in it, it would be something to make me very happy, an achievement that I really want, that many people said I would have, but I literally don't trust anyone anymore, and all this influences on everything, since I'm staring at my PC screen doing nothing and completely unmotivated, procrastinating everything, so if that's the case, I will now try to stay at it 12 hours a day and that's it, otherwise I will throw myself on the floor.

So everything worked on my MRI, I'm here. And Happy Pride Month too.

Tomorrow my MRI will take place, and I hope everything goes well, because the place I'm going to do is only 3 stars by the Maps, with many complaining about being too long waiting, because my mother decide to change to other because, the first one place was 30 Km from here, and me, fasting for a long time, it won't be easy, because I get sick easily without eating and without drinking, so it can be a very unpleasant day, and that's it.

Well, I'm going to have to face one of my biggest challenges, basically I'm going to have an MRI exam, and as I'm someone very restless and claustrophobic, and I'm sure I won't be able to stay still for a period longer than 1 hour, I'll have to take sedation, which will obviously be by the veins, and then I already have my phobia of needles, but there's more.

When I read a page on some site telling how this exam is, I get scared. I don't know if I'll have this "contrast" with gadolinium, which says it have certain risks among 3% of people, and if I've already considered myself rare in several things, then I don't doubt to have these risks, besides, I'm afraid that, even with this sedation, I can still move, because I'm someone who, sleeps for 2 minutes and, I'm already dreaming, dreams that really make me restless even when I sleep, and of course, when the situation comes and the time to do something that I have tremendous fear, I feel my heart pass 150 BPM, and lastly, I have a slight frequency of hypertension.

So it's really complicated, I don't want to have anything bad on myself, and I also don't want to have risk of anything too serious, and knowing all this gives me extreme anxiety, and I really hope that nothing goes wrong, and that's going to happen in 8 days, so it's really close, so wish me luck.