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    If the site really doesn't like me, I can't do anything, I put so much effort into something, to be so underrated, and still others who constantly get high ratings with simple skins complain, in four contests, in a row, the second place was just a pure gradient skin, and me on all of these got nothing decent, bias here is really extremely high.

    I'm trying to have a minimum activity on this site, until I see the Trending Skins of 04/10.......... it's really not easy.

    Back to Level 46 for deleting more stuff that shouldn't be in my gallery anymore.

    And below there are the Wall Posts with all my problems.
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      May 23, 2022, 9:01 pm to Public
      Well, I'm going to have to face one of my biggest challenges, basically I'm going to have an MRI exam, and as I'm someone very restless and claustrophobic, and I'm sure I won't be able to stay still for a period longer than 1 hour, I'll have to take sedation, which will obviously be by the veins, and then I already have my phobia of needles, but there's more.

      When I read a page on some site telling how this exam is, I get scared. I don't know if I'll have this "contrast" with gadolinium, which says it have certain risks among 3% of people, and if I've already considered myself rare in several things, then I don't doubt to have these risks, besides, I'm afraid that, even with this sedation, I can still move, because I'm someone who, sleeps for 2 minutes and, I'm already dreaming, dreams that really make me restless even when I sleep, and of course, when the situation comes and the time to do something that I have tremendous fear, I feel my heart pass 150 BPM, and lastly, I have a slight frequency of hypertension.

      So it's really complicated, I don't want to have anything bad on myself, and I also don't want to have risk of anything too serious, and knowing all this gives me extreme anxiety, and I really hope that nothing goes wrong, and that's going to happen in 8 days, so it's really close, so wish me luck.
      FishStacks said 2022-05-24 08:57:52
      Good luck

      also don’t stress about medical things you read online
      HuLeJo said 2022-05-23 21:29:20
      Good luck!
      samuel9221991 said 2022-05-23 21:07:10
      mucho texto
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      March 30, 2022, 5:50 pm to Public
      Everything I said in the other post was resolved, I thought she would talk a lot about me, but it was OK
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      March 29, 2022, 4:36 pm to Public
      I don't know if anyone still want me here, but now, another problem with me happening here, an accident happened that, was not very problematic, but left me in something else much more problematic, and as always, I have the need to say here.

      Here's the thing, I have the habit of not having control over some of the actions I do, and these things end up causing damage, both to me and to other things, and now this happened, it wasn't a big deal, something happened that, it's common with a lot of people.

      Basically my cell phone's film broke, but it didn't break falling or in some other common way, it broke in a very ridiculous and embarrassing way that, I'm even ashamed to say this here, but it's just a film, what's the problem with all this ? Yes, my mother.

      I'm already afraid of her about things she's done to me, I've done it and she still doesn't know it, and now I don't know how I'm going to say that to her without being afraid of her yelling at me, offending me and even doing something worse, I don't know what I'm going to say at the moment, she will asks how I broke, I'm really too afraid to say that. Also, my mother has a habit of being very kind when I say something bad of that kind, so it takes it all out on me some other day in a random case, and it causes me extreme anxiety.

      I really end up not caring too much about being without the film, because film serves more to protect scratches, because practically I almost never drop my cell phone, I never pass my fingernail on the screen, and also the cell phone is never anywhere that it can scratch the screen (Pockets for example), but my mother can already starting to be very afraid of it, and we don't even have money to buy a film on my cell phone.

      And now, I'm stuck in this situation, really not knowing what to do, because it's just a film, but how can I tell my mother all this? I really don't know, when I say I'm a complete trash, nobody believe it.
      contentkid_inc said 2022-03-29 17:36:22
      what do you mean
      contentkid_inc said 2022-03-29 17:17:54
      well ahh ignore what i said
      FishStacks replied to contentkid_inc's comment below 2022-03-29 16:54:20
      "take it like a man" is one of the worst things to say to someone going through stress and anxiety
      contentkid_inc said 2022-03-29 16:43:01
      well just tell the truth and take it like a man god will like that
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      March 8, 2022, 1:56 pm to Public
      System restore saved my life, and the internet seems to have come back ´╗┐except Discord, but as I'm a pessimist, it might stop again, but for now, it's back, I can go on Internet finally.
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      March 8, 2022, 9:35 am to Public
      Something really bad is happening, my PC just doesn't work with the Internet anymore, and I need to do a lot of things, I can't live with a PC without Internet, I can never play games again, and do literally nothing else in my life, and how always, there was this garbage weather called rain, which makes our energy flicker, and being able to spoil things, literally, more and more, my rain phobia intensifies, I see a rain in Minecraft, harmless, and I already despair of using it "/weather clear", and now, I don't know, nothing will make any more sense in my life, my thoughts are already thinking about certain things, nobody likes me on this site anymore, nobody likes me in the whole Internet, and the whole fight that happened in this contest got even worse, now I'm getting EXTREMELY SICK.

      If I disappear from everything, you all know what could have happened.
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