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Valkyrien_ avatar Valkyrien_
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
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PMC has been a large part of my life for a long time now- since 2015, to be exact. I've had some wonderful memories, and I've met some amazing people; some of whom are still my friends today. I've made skins and watched other skin creators evolve and develop. It's really a wonderful thing, experiencing or seeing growth.

I've also gone through some extremely painful experiences on this site. I'm not going to go into detail to avoid starting drama, particularly about things that happened 3-4 years ago. Some of those things were my fault. My mental health was definitely not the best and rather than getting the help I needed, I kept insisting I was fine. I think pretty much everyone in my personal life as well as here on PMC could see that things weren't okay, though.


. . .

I left PMC in 2018. In a way, I think that was a good thing. I wasn't in a good position to be posting content, making friends, or really interacting with others at all. I started receiving intensive therapy and taking my medication regularly. Very slowly, things started to get better. It definitely wasn't overnight. In 2021, I still have very hard days or even weeks sometimes.

In August of 2020, I rejoined PMC. I'll be honest; I was very afraid of how things might go. But I wanted to prove to myself that I'd grown, evolved. I didn't have to let my mental health define me or determine what I do or say. I also didn't have to let painful memories from the past determine whether or not I could post skins and enjoy other people's creations. I wanted to prove to myself that the girl in 2020 wasn't the same girl from 2015.


. . .

There are a lot of new faces here on PMC now. It's sad sometimes, but at the same time, I know it's part of the cycle of growth and evolution. I'm in college now and I have less time for posting, which probably means I'll need to leave at some point, but for now, it's wonderful to still be a part of the community. Yes, there are toxic people and I have some scars. But there are far more kind, caring people here than cruel ones, and that's what I've loved about PMC since I first joined it years ago.

If you knew me from back then, I want to thank you, because you were probably one of the kind people who encouraged me to grow and heal. And if you know me from now, I hope I can do my very best to help encourage you to do those same things. Yes, ultimately, Planet Minecraft is a fansite for a game. But it's also a steppingstone to finding ourselves, to developing friendships, and even to healing and finding help for our scars. At least, that's what PMC has been to me, and I hope it will be the same for you.

Thank you for everything. ♥

- Olive

(Valkyrien / Beverly)


. . .

This skin is of my old persona, Dr. Beverly Crusher from Star Trek: The Next Generation.

Here is this same skin, but from 2016. ♥

β˜† Ξ²Ξ΅Ξ½Ξ΅β„œβ„“Ξ³ β˜† Beverly Crusher β™₯  (Personal) Minecraft Skin
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03/08/2021 5:53 pm
Level 17 : Journeyman Dragonborn
Marsssss
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i joined pmc way after you did and though i wasn't involved i think you've done the absolute best thing you could do by reaching out and getting help- and it's lovely to see your old persona remade ^-^

feel better queen <33
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03/08/2021 8:02 pm
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Thank you so much.. :)
4
03/07/2021 11:51 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Kitten
Purrfectionist
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It's good to see you back! I remember how you were absolutely obsessed with this character persona. I don't really remember much else and I was wondering where you went because you used to be so active. Everyone else who was here and still is, has grown up and likely has forgotten about whatever drama happened and has moved on. If there still ends up to be drama, remember, you're always welcome here with your new name and your old name. πŸ’œ
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03/07/2021 12:07 pm
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Thank you so much; that really means a lot to me. πŸ’• I remember you, too; your skins were always so inspiring and creative, and you seemed like such a kind and caring person. :)
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03/07/2021 3:35 pm
Level 56 : Grandmaster Kitten
Purrfectionist
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You're welcome! And thank you as well! :D
4
03/07/2021 1:03 am
Level 49 : Master uwu
Dr Hannibal Lecter
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I absolutely love to see you back - Back then I didn't think very well of you because of the friend group I was in... and probably jealous of how good you were.. I was really wrong to think so, and I no longer associate with the people back then, and I hope to see you grow and flourish! You're a wonderful artist, and I'm sure a wonderful person. Love to see you!
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03/07/2021 7:13 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Thank you so much! That was so kind of you to say. ♥
5
03/06/2021 8:43 am
Level 62 : High Grandmaster Princess
mellieee_
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Awww <3
5
03/06/2021 6:17 am
Level 46 : Master Ladybug
Nudle
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I remember you from 2015/2016 as I suppose that was my 'hey day', and when I truly had a huge attachment for the PMC community. It was so lovely to see not only a talented skin artist but one that was passionate about the work you were making for yourself. I was a huge fan and I was very much inspired by you then- and now.


I wished I could've said the same about myself- having at that time felt quite worthless and almost forced- being put in a box to work on Overwatch skins day in day out, and felt that by doing so I lost my soul. I know how it feels for your mental health to take a toll on your work- and having to quit and leave it all to find peace.



Till today I still sometimes feel that what I created back in 2015 still defines me and my portfolio as a skin artist, but I also know deep down I am not the same person as well. I am glad that you found your inner peace and you did what you've done in recent months for all of us- by moving on and letting yourself create things that you truly love, whilst putting time to truly love yourself.



Thank you Valkyrien/Beverley, from Nudle
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03/06/2021 7:37 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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I’m so happy for you that you’re now creating the things you love! I hope you’re feeling better now. ♥
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03/06/2021 12:34 am
Level 27 : Expert uwu
Mythic_Gem
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I remember back when i first joined PMC i remembered an amazing skinner named Beverly, i loved her skins and used to get very inspired by them, after a bit of me being away i found out she no longer posted anymore. I found someone named Valkyrien and i felt that the skins looked familiar, So i started getting inspired by these skins aswell, i am so glad to see youre back and im glad i finally get to talk to you and tell you about how amazing your skins are and how inspiring they have been since i began, thank you for being such an amazing skinner and im glad youre here <3
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03/06/2021 7:38 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Thank you so much; that is so sweet.. :)
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03/06/2021 12:43 pm
Level 27 : Expert uwu
Mythic_Gem
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:)
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03/05/2021 6:00 pm
Level 6 : Apprentice Miner
BumphreyO1
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im not being toxic or anything but this could cause people to be mean to u
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03/06/2021 7:38 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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That’s ok. I’m prepared if people choose to be toxic about this.
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03/05/2021 10:31 am
Level 49 : Master Witch
Lethenia
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so happy i was able to see you grow into who you are now!! you are sharing such a wonderful message, thank you for that <3
also, i think i remember you posting your old persona - lovely to see you remake it now!!
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03/06/2021 7:39 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Thank you so much! ♥ You were a huge inspiration to me then and now. :)
4
03/05/2021 9:55 am
Level 61 : High Grandmaster Theorist
Chabilulu
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ay!
4
03/06/2021 7:39 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Hey :)
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03/05/2021 8:51 am
Level 24 : Expert Dolphin
hollyblue
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aww
u seem rlly sweet <3 hope u r better now!
4
03/06/2021 7:39 am
Level 56 : Grandmaster Fox
Valkyrien_
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Thank you so much.. :)
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