this skin is terrible but i literally made it in 10 minutes so.. yeah.

i am going to explain why i've been so inactive lately.
my grandpa, who i am very close to, was in out of hospitals for the past 4 months, which also means i've been in and out of hospitals as well. i also missed a lot of school, but that's another story.
anyway, he had 4 strokes each month and the 4th one was the major one. he had to, once again, go into the hospital to get looked at. unfortunately, the stroke made it so he had to get brain surgery done. the doctors said he was going to be paralyzed on his left side for the rest of his life. at this point, i was an emotional wreck. i missed the last few days of school, my finals, and the start of my summer because i was living in the hospital. i was in there for about a week with the rest of my family (mom, grandma). 

eventually, we had to put him into hospice care.
(hospice is the people who come in to prepare for someone's death)
i'm not going to put all the dirty details in this, it was pretty scary.

i was devastated, traumatized, and afraid. i couldn't think straight, i still can't.
he fought until may 27, 2015.

anyway, yeah. that's about it. i'm sorry for inactivity, i am grieving, and i hope you all can understand that i physically and emotioncally cannot bring myself to come online and make skins all the time.

thank you for reading, and have a nice day.


p.s.
i just realized i didn't shade the socks oh well