ok so I will try not to get deep but lately I've been having this feeling
this feeling that I'm only making skins to pleasure other people.

dont get me wrong, I love love love making skins, and I'm not wanting to stop making skins or anything, but I just feel as though I'm making the types of skins I think other people want from me.

heres a little info about me in case you were wondering:
i love making boy skins. I make girl skins because sometimes I feel as though they're fun, but then I feel as though I'm just doing them because that's what's popular.
the types of girl skins I love to make is non generic ones. Ones that are more uh, boyish, I guess
for example, I would love to make a girl skin with hair that's not on the torso, (aka short hair) and just a plain tee and jeans. But I feel like that's not acceptable or something?? Idk??
i don't want to make myself sound greedy by just making the girl skins I don't like making for subs and downloads, but I've come to realize that's half the reason I make them. Ik I'm horrible lol

now if youre subscribe to me, I want you to be subscribed for what I like to make, or how I go about making skins. My style, not how many girl skins I make or how generic they are. But, of course, I'm not saying I will stop making these kinds of girl skins all together, it's just I feel like it's not who I am in the skinning world. so please, I hope at least some of you subbed to me for the things I love to make, like art, boy skins, and less "girly" or "generic" teen skins.

ahhH ok that was long but I had to get that out. I just feel like I'm seeing other skins and feeling like I have to meet tag expectation, even though some of you may have subscribed to me for how I make skins, not how well I can make a skin look generic like a lot of other skins out there.

I dont care about how many subs I have anymore, I just care about making the kinds of skins I want to make, including the occasional 'generic' skin.

srsly tho if you read all of this ily
mm ok bye >vO

p.s. If this sounded like an "I'm leaving" sort of thing, no, don't worry child, it's not. Haah.