Hello, my friends! I have been not "active" for 6 months holy cow! But, anyways, I had a huge
Déjà vu
moment on and off about my first online friend who was also my first Minecraft friend. Long story short, I cannot remember much since I met them when I was 6. :( I think they were a year or two older than I was. They had a bloody(ish) white-clothed Minecraft skin girl with long white hair and red eyes! OH AND BLACK LONG(ISH) BOOTS! That is all I can remember from their skin from Minecraft. Why am I bringing this up? She is gone, she passed away I would like to say around 2010-2012 (my personal guess). She and I met on Edawg878! You know, that creative server. I miss her so extremely dearly... That's why I randomly thought of them again and I started balling my eyes out (currently still am). How did she pass? Due to Cancer... She lost her battle. Her brother who also played Minecraft told me, I was heartbroken ever since.
How can we believe this? You don't have to, but the account she met me on was known as "greengums" on there. Until I lent my account over to a friend, bad idea ever! My account was banned and deleted for safety. (Minecraft Account. I want to be VERY CLEAR!) But yeah... I still miss them truly and I hold them close to my heart. :)
Thanks for reading, I appreciate it. (IF you happen to know anything or even may know who I am talking about... please respond!) Again, thank you all! <3
I don't like it when I get led on, doesn't matter the situation or what I may be receiving. I just want to feel like a priority to my friends (not in a toxic or obsessive way, of course!) Like, I want to matter more than just something basic or average. I have been feeling like that recently. It hurts so bad... </3
I'll be the first to say if any one of you are feeling this way. I am so extremely sorry. I totally know how you feel right now. We are greater than anyone could ever think. Remember that <3
Happy Pride month! And Happy 25th birthday to our beloved Minecraft YouTuber, Technoblade.❤️
In celebration of his 25th birthday, his merch shop has featured merch items for $25, which give proceeds to Sarcoma Research. Technoblade Never Dies. ⚔️
btw guys. I’m an owner + admin of the Under the Rainbow group so if any of you want to join the group comment what role you want and I will invite you.