First poem I'm posting ;3 Hope you enjoy!

Stuck in a nightmare, stuck in a dream,
False bits of hope, stuck in between.
Tangled faith, free as a dove,
False reality, tangled as your love.
Flying, soaring, so far away.
Its hard to keep my feelings at bay.
Away from everything I've ever known,
My decision is swaying, the winds have blown.
I know it is dire, it fills me with fire,
Each moment I stay here, I'm hit with desire.
I wonder if I stayed, how life would be,
But its impossible to stay and see.
Patterns are shifting, the tides are turning,
Nothing inside me will be left burning.
Aftershocks rage with no end in sight,
I am left with nothing more to fight.
Rage, terror, betrayal and fear,
I know the end is soon to near.
Fighting myself, an endless war,
Until I can be no more.