Hello Xatnen, it looks like you'd really like to be a part of our server and I would really like to see if you're what you're looking for; could you create a discord so that we can add you to the group chat? It would be very difficult to communicate with the rest of the loremasters without one.
Feel free to send me your discord username here, or through PM, and then we can proceed with the application process.
Thank you for your support!