I’m srsly going crazy more and more
i thought I saw a white thing moving across my blinds in my bedroom
my blinds keep aggressively moving
my fan is on but it’s not directed where the blinds are moving
and the fan is on level one so it should not be moving THAT AGGRESSIVELY
and it’s only moving aggressively every so often

me being stupid starts wquestioning fate and humanity so searches up if in my religion it’s possible to see ghosts or smth
uh by mistake I clicked on the images
and there were hyper realistic images of ghosts 💀

it’s not that I’m scared or anything lmfao it’s the fact that I’m currently trying to go to sleep ;-;
and then I see smth disturbing
i struggle sleeping enough smh 😭

Sneak peek at a Wip fs
itsgen_ 👀

Wasn’t expected to be my pfp at first but it’s a lot better then the one I had before for now ig

drawing of my persona :)

This is so bad but at the same time I genuinely adore it 😭

Me always struggling to know what house I would be in in Harry Potter

*asks my mum if I am nice,evil,smart,loyal/brave*
she says smart
so I get smth ravenclaw themed

*rememberes after buying that hermione was the smartest in her year but gryffindor* o.o

Which character do y’all think I would be in a fantasy story?
fyi the pictures are from a tt I was watching I just made it into a big collage c:
the TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZGe49bQKf/

Think I may make this my phone wallpaper background lol

I can’t help but feel like smth rlly bad is gonna happen to me tmrw and it’s making me scared 😭😭

I HAVE A STUPID IDEA
FOR MY GCSE SPOKEN LANGUAGE I NEED TO DO A 5 MINUTE SPEECH
ADVISEABLY SMTH UR GOOD AT OR KNOW A LOT ABT ALREADY

WHAT IF I DO IT ABT ANXIETY LMFAO

LIKE IT WOULDNT BE THAT BAD RIGHT
ID BE EXPERIENCING ANXIETY DURING THE PRSENTATION MOST LIKELY
SO IF IM ASKED QUESTIONS BASED ON HOW IT MAKES U FEEL OR SMTH I WILL BE ABLE TO TALK ABT HOW IM FEELING THEN AND THEY WONT EVEN KNOW THEY WILL JUST THINK IM RLLY KNOWLEDGEABLE BWAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Guys does anyone know what those support things are
like ‘I support ….’

cus my bestie added me on theirs
but idk what it’s meant to be for

help 😭

Anyone know how to make collections? I forgot and can’t figure out how o.o
i tried looking at the tut but it’s breaking my brain idk if u need to be on a computer to do it O.o

:D

Omg I just figured out how to feature skins :O

I DID IT CHAT
I MADE A SKIN
AND I POSTED IT
AND I MADE IT IN PROB AROUND AN HOUR WHICH IS RARE FOR ME

ARE YALL PROUD OF ME :DDDD
(I feel like a child proudly showing their parent a scribble they made asking that lol)

I want to make a skin so badly but I have no motivation 😭

IDK WHY BUT I FEEL SO HAPPY SINCE YESTERDAY EEEEE

LIKE I JUST FEEL SO HYPER AND GOOD ATM
LIKE YEAH I HAVE HAD UPS AND DOWNS THROUGH OUT THE DAY BUT THE UPS HAVE BEEN MORE THEN THE DOWNS WHICH HASNT HAPPENED FOR LIKE MONTHS OR EVEN MORE

ITS LIKE MY BRAIN IS JUST MAKING UP FOR HOW LOW IVE BEEN FEELING FOR SO LONG AND MAKING ME SO HAPPY FOR TODAY AND YESTERDAY AND I HOPE IT LASTS FOREVER I DONT WANT IT TO GO AGAIN CUS IM SCARED I WONT GET IT BACK FOR A WHILE AGAIN 😭😭

part 2 of trying to write this


idk why but this made me so happy yesterday
yesterday there was a book swap happening
cus I’m a library ambassador peep I had to help during form along with others

it was in the canteen and my lesson straight after form was dance
and bc my condiotion I can’t do dance

then my dance teacher came rlly early for the first time omg

and me and my history teacher (she was organising the book swap) were helping her find a book for her 6 year old daughter

but my suggestions were pretty bad lol

and then my history teacher asked if she could borrow me to get more books and my dance teacher said yes

so we were walking and talking in the staff corridor which I’ve been in a few times (not for essentially great reasons the first ever time cus I nearly passed out others cus measurements by school nurse cus was on cp plan then)

then she took me to the staff room which I’ve never been in before

and there were 2 male teachers in there

and she told them to make sure they behave themselves bc there’s a student there now (me) BWHAHAHA
icl I was tryna not to laugh sm bc it felt so wrong being in the staff room lol

it act looked so nice too

then she took me to a shelf with books to add to the book swap cus the teachers don’t read them and stuff

and we were talking for a bit abt books and it felt like it lasted 4eva even tho it was prob under 5 mins BUT IN A GOOD WAY

She asked me if I’ve read any like adult books or smth like that I can’t remember

and I told her abt how I read this book for a gothic project we had to do and how it had stuff I didn’t expect which I will not say here
and how i read an autobiography bc I didn’t realise it was an autobiography and it had such an innocent name and such a traumatising story imo when I read it (maya angelou, I know why the caged bird sings - if y’all read it u may not find it traumatising but I was 12 and it mentioned stuff I did not rlly know abt at that time in detail ;-;)

and she told me when she was my age her parents were v strict abt what she watched
but not abt what she read

and one time her mum found a book what she was reading and was v shocked (been hoping this never happens to me for a while now lol)

and yeah

and then I saw teachers have lockers to :O
and she pointed out which one was hers (21(don’t ask why I told y’all lol)

and then we went back and organised the books out
and then she left
and then I sat down on a chair and did nothing and was by myself for the whole lesson cus I can’t do dance bc my condition
and no one wanted help choreographing their performance 😔

BUT IDK THAT INTERACTION W MY HISTORY TEACHER MADE ME SO HAPPY
LIKE MY DAY JUST FELT SO GOOD FROM THERE 😭😭

AM I WEIRD OR SMTH?

edit: it took me 10 mins to write this o.o
and the first time I wrote it I wrote even more then this and it all got refreshed and gone help 😭