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I stood at the edge of my hospital bed.
I wasnt supposed to be up but I wanted to get out of here.
These white lights have been stuck in my head forever.
My dyed blue hair smelt bad and was wavy because it hadnt been washed out deeply then it had before.
I thought of all the friends I was losing, all the oportunities i was missing.
i took my oxygen tank, holding it tightly.
I dragged my heavy cast, trying to reach the door in one piece.
all of friends would not visit me anymore.
i was being so sturn about everything, but they didnt know i just didnt want them to be stuck in my mess.
i missed some things, but not all.
maybe this hospital is my heaven.
i dropped to my knees, holding my teddy bear close to my heart.
"I-I cant.. cant do it anymore."
And it all went.
Black.
I wasnt supposed to be up but I wanted to get out of here.
These white lights have been stuck in my head forever.
My dyed blue hair smelt bad and was wavy because it hadnt been washed out deeply then it had before.
I thought of all the friends I was losing, all the oportunities i was missing.
i took my oxygen tank, holding it tightly.
I dragged my heavy cast, trying to reach the door in one piece.
all of friends would not visit me anymore.
i was being so sturn about everything, but they didnt know i just didnt want them to be stuck in my mess.
i missed some things, but not all.
maybe this hospital is my heaven.
i dropped to my knees, holding my teddy bear close to my heart.
"I-I cant.. cant do it anymore."
And it all went.
Black.
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list of things i recognise:
every sentence starts a new line
some person is in a hospital
this person:
was really depressed
has sore eyes because of the lights
wanted to leave the hospital but was rethinking it
had bad smelling hair
had her hair dyed blue
was sad because of losing friends and opportunities
needed an oxygen tank
has a heavy cast
tried to reach the door in one piece
was sad because her friends would not visit her anymore
was being so "sturn" (what does that mean?) about everything
didn't want "them" to be stuck in her mess
missed some things, but not all
thought the hospital was her heaven
dropped to her knees
held her teddy close to her heart
couldn't do it any more
and everything went black
GOD NOW THAT I'VE WRITTEN ALL THIS OUT I SEE HOW SAD IT IS (but i no cri cuz i has trained myself with lullaby for a princess but somehow i still cri in inside out)
:3 c;
I cri evry tim.