Sometimes it's not easy, it really feels like everyone in the entire world is against you.


You try so hard to fit in but it never works, always an outsider.


It comes to a point where you can't let yourself be involved.


You feel like you are a burden, that you only annoy people and bother them.


Isolated, alone. Stuck within four walls with no way out.


Your mind starts going numb with questions nobody can answer.


All doors are locked, you hear them laughing outside. Having a great time.


You say and do things you don't really mean in the hopes that someone notices, only to have it spiral out of control.


You're not welcome, everyone thinks you are weird and awkward.

And no amount of motivation will ever make it better.






My name is Jennifer, and i have Aspergers.


And if you make any kind of sense out of this then you must be gifted somehow!