So here my friend, is proof I am messesd up, enjoy.
(Warning, if you are sensitive to gore, GET OUT huhu jk just beware beond the safty line.)

Feelings

I don't like my feelings
No even a bit
Because they always make me upset

The more I think
And talk to myself
The worse and worse they get

"What is life"
I say to myself
Climbing out of bed

"Be happy" 
I say putting on a fake smile
And shade my lips to red

That one was about depression and makeup I guess? The last one was her putting on lipstick sooo...

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TEH SAFTY LINE

Creep

Stalking and Stareing
She follows me with hazil eyes
My mind is rusting and tearing
From every single try

To get rid of once was there
But now haunts me forever
I try to move on without a care
No matter what the weather

One day a change of once was me
What changed my life for the worse
Apperently I was not living happily
Still my empty stomac churned

Blood on my bed 
Tears on my face
Eyes full of dread
A knife on my sheets made of lace

A nuce around my neck
I jumped off the skyline
I drowned myself to death
The short awnser, there was suicide

I'm stuck in time, frozen
Forced to watch my own demise
See how it happend over and open
I am the hazel eyes

Jeez I'm messed up... ONE MORE

Golden

Dark cloud
Little Light
Pouring Rain
No sight
Blindness Hateful
Much Might
Sunny Blue
Thread Silver
Lucky Day
Happy One
You're Golden



Yay! Ending on a happy note! If you liked that, tell me, and I will make more. Ending to "The Night Of A Thousand Wars" is coming out soooooon! But after that ill need more ideas for storys. Liek dis if u cri everytim ; -;

Peace~