This is what makes me furious, you all love and wear those annoying skins that are no better than mine. Why do my skins have barely any views? Am I not good enough for you? Does both real life and the internet always have to let me down when I think I did well? I spend hours when I could be studying making skins in hope I can have praise because no one has ever given it to me. Do I have to be born lucky for someone to like what I do? It seems that when people get fame, they barely ever try. They never work hard at making themselves better at making skins, they just make a simple ones and use editors to shade for them automatically. Or is it just the fact that my style is different and people want to stay in their comfort zone and wear skins that look "normal." But normal is a sheeple and I'm no sheeple. My skins are unique, I come up with my own ideas. I normally put up with having very few views but I have put too much work in my skins for people to just skim past them like they are nothing. Can someone please give me a couple good reasons why I'm never noticed? And why I'm ignored in everything I do? Don't anyone say because they are bad or so help you I'l rip your fingers off one bye so you can never type again. Do I make myself clear? Also if it keeps up with me having close to no views I'm going to stop making skins. Maybe il give up on the computer and try at a life that gave up on me already too many times. And I don't want to hear anything about how I'm still young and that life isn't that bad. You try getting ignored and taunted and teased and coming home crying every day with no one who cares that you are crying. The computer is what calms me, what makes me happy and even it won't give me praise when I actually do good at something. But overall what I'm trying to say is, stop skimming over my skins and actually look at them. Or atleast take a moment to care. I'm sorry for my rambling on but I had to get it all out.