Bro why is this so accurate 😭

Lore accurate drawing of me

Something happened again that could end my life, but in the end everything was fine and I've resolved it, but it really feels like something is chasing me to try to end my life, as I simply can't stay "well".

Today I ended up waking up later, and I realized later that it was because my cell phone was turned off (by itself) and I didn't hear the alarm, so I had a routine planned to get back to things I was procrastinating, and now I won't be able to because I wasted time, but it's the least of it, now my cell phone had something.

I don't know if anyone remembers, but I said here that, when I was watching Netflix, my cell phone simply restarted itself and said I had to do a Factory Reset, I was desperate because I have countless important things on my cell phone, but I resolved it by simply choosing the option to turn on again.

And today it happened again in a different way, but less hopeful to a good ending, I tried to turn on the cell phone by holding down the Power button for a long time, and the same screen again, but it wasn't the same, it was something like "Cannot load Android system...", I just chose Try Again and turned on again, but seriously, why this out of nowhere?

Backup is not easy, because I would have to pay for more storage on Google Drive to actually save everything, and I can't afford that, while on the PC I would have to pay for something like OneDrive, I really don't know and it's quite complicated. because like, it worked, but what if one day it goes completely wrong and... I can't imagine what would happen in my life.

I'll make free pixel art trophies for your Jams! Ping a friend that you know needs one! They'll be 32x32 and will be adjusted to 64x64 to fit PMC resolution.

I'm entered in Skin Fight and my Team is Nether, I will try to do between 15 attacks, so all of my skins in June will be for Skin Fight, and I will try to do the things organized: it will always be posted at 15:00 BRT and in all odd days of June, ending at 29th, so it will be two friendly attacks, and six and seven for either End or Overworld.

I will have only two days to do each skin, so considering that I'm still remembering at how to do decent skins with consistency, few skins can be rushed, let's see if I can succeed in do this flawless, if I can, I can consider that I'm prepared to start my Texture Pack and making Jams.

For people that saw the last two Wall Posts, forget about, I managed to normally turn on my PC again, and I will assume, the reason was possibly me getting enraged in something here, and to take out my anger I forced a shut down in my PC, which is the same as turning off by a blackout, seriously, I really don't know how to control my anger, but for sure, I will never do this thing again, my anger months ago made me broke a monitor, now this anger almost made 500 GB of important things to go to the void.

A update about my last Wall Post: after a lot of time waiting in the black screen, something appeared, it's now saying that it's repairing disk errors and can take more than a hour, I'm really glad that at least something appeared, but was not the best thing to expect, I can wait, but, if it maintains in that screen forever? And probably it will not complete before someone here appears to see it, like my brother.

My anxiety remains the same and my future still uncertain.

Everything really seems to be trying to end my life, and again I will have to do one of those Wall Posts related to my PC problems and other things, this one I would really like others to see, but I don't think you will know a solution and it is just for me to inform you.

My PC simply doesn't want to turn on normally anymore, after I've turned it off once, I can't do it anymore, I can usually turn it on, but it doesn't proceed to the login screen, when I turn on the PC, it's supposed to show a symbol of my PC's motherboard, and then a little later, the loading animation under from Windows 10, which you may already know.

But that's not happening, all that happens is that it goes into a black screen, but with the monitor on, so pay attention, black screen with the monitor on, so here it's nothing to do with the monitor, and it just stays there and I can do literally nothing, it never loads.

If I try to access the BIOS, everything also seems to be completely normal, no part of it seems to have changed, so I really don't know what to do, these problems that threaten my life never seem to go away, don't even give idea of certain things, I think I've already said several times here how many very important things my PC has, so don't want to imagine what can happen with the loss of all this.

I really don't know anymore, I'm in extreme despair, someone else is going to use the PC and they're going to notice this, AND THIS PERSON WILL DO WRONG THINGS, I really don't know what to do, seriously, what, WHAT? WHAT?

If you can't see the number in the image, you might be colorblind !! 😱

Well, I'm already thinking about cleaning all my subscribers, if 100% of them is dead, then it will make no difference, since I'm now completely dead in this website and zero people remember me, the skin I posted was saw by almost nobody, as if I'm a new member that just created a account.

Considering all of this, I doubt too someone will even see that Wall Post, and for now I cannot enter in Jams, if this thing of "need enough diamonds to be a finalist" still exist, then forget Jams for now.