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I originally became more active here and sought to be staff more for my own benefit than anything else, and gradually, over time, appreciated the sheer amount of good that could be done throughout it. Even if it was a bit difficult sometimes and things weren't all peaceful, it was really nice, and challenged a lot of my views of how I saw the world. Expanding what I thought was obvious, and showing me how amazing it could be to resolve things peacefully- To mediate between people. To try to find a path where everyone is happy. To follow ideals, and make it actually work, while helping people along the way!
I'm glad I did it.
I am upset it ended up turning out like this, and it scares me quite a bit, and it'll take a lot to work through these feelings again, but that isn't going to wipe away how glad I am that the time happened to begin with. It's complex - I know the time I spent here helped me grow, and helped others along the way too, and I wouldn't change that at all if I could do it all over, just because of a sour end.
Thank you for asking. :) Probably more of an answer than you expected though, ahaha. I hope you're doing well yourself too! :)