I found some old images on my laptop of the PMC SMP and man did it bring back some memories. That server was genuinely so awesome

Yer previously asocial crowing servant must acknowledge that design college did impact my lifestyle... significantly. Sorry-not sorry:



- Ninjago stuff is frozen for unknown period of time

- Revival project will be reformed and will take a more free-flow approach, I realized I can't spend around a month 8h per day just to accurately recreate ONE building as it went with last Bleake island buildings Alpha version had. I really tried to achieve building help back when I had it all in the kitchen but whenever I a task of quality-recreation each person willing to help either tried and immediately abandoned or just tried and disappeared with no results. Do realize it was probably a lot to ask so this is how it happened, this is how the most accurate replica of Arkham GC died. It is also noticeably faster and much more promising to plan and build without 90% attachment to the source, check out this piece o' elegance by the way.
- One thing though has been revived and I'm looking forward to reveal much more when the time comes, without a single promise it'll happen like in a feverdream

Props to a guy at a halloween store my family used to be friends with who gave me a tiny toy toilet once that when you opened the toilet lid you would get sprayed with water. I lost that toilet years ago but forever it will stay in my memories 😔

Alrighty, I'm no longer a moderator. I made a mistake years prior, and it's come back to snatch me down - I won't dive into details, but I understand what's happened, and for anyone who wonders "Why did they step down?", it was an understandable result, with me lacking any way to properly reference or discuss something that happened five years prior, so it's completely reasonable. :) Not that I'm happy, sure, but it's reasonable, and I want that to be absolutely clear. It's been great contributing to the moderation team, and I hope those still present engage happily enough too.

Cyprezz is an excellent owner, and I want it to be known he really does support everyone getting along, mediating tensions, being friendly and such- Trying to (and rather successfully) fostering a community that's diverse and often clashing while still hopefully kind and supportive enough. A respectable, admirable challenge; he just wants everyone to get along, and that's great! I have no regrets from my time as a moderator, bar the fact it's over now - and that is what it is. Most who see this probably didn't see me often nowadays, but if you do know me, hey! It was great working in this position, helping to make the community a little happier along the way, and making my own fair share of accidental errors too (as moderation always has), while trying to overall have a good impact on the site. :) Thanks for the time.

I'm not going anywhere, though - I'll still be here, as a member. Just not moderating!

So, I'll use this opportunity as a bit of inspiration/advice for other people:

• Your actions matter. You may not think it, but a mistake, error, sin, making an enemy of someone- Anything like that has lasting repercussions, which go further than just a single month, week, or even day or hour of your life. Take care, and try to make choices you'll be happy with in the future. When you aren't sure what to do in a situation and all options look to be bad, think about the long term effects it may have on everyone involved. Yourself especially. Look after yourself, and remember that actions you make last.
• Seek peace with people you speak with. Even if you don't like someone much, aim to get along with them if possible. Find ways to ease tensions, to see eye to eye. To make friends, or at least to not be at odd's ends with someone. You may have wildly different views on how life works, or there may even be a major problem at hand, but it's never worth raising tensions with someone to make them an enemy. A huge part of looking after yourself and others is respecting the differences between people. This can be difficult, as a lot of walks of life clash inherently, but if you can find this kind of peace, you're already going to be better off for it.
• Be nice. Self-explanatory, with the other two above: Coldness of any sort can genuinely catch up to you. Try to be a kind person, even while you're still growing and learning. It's difficult, and mistakes will happen along the way, but so long as someone's trying, the mistakes shouldn't be too bad.
• Believe in yourself. Even if things look tough and you're starting to doubt how to move forwards with life, remember that you can still succeed. So long as life is continuing, there's still some hope to make it through and overcome the hurdles you face. Do not let anything take away from that confidence and determination to grow, persevere, and make life your own to be happy with.
• Mistakes happen. That doesn't mean to accept and ignore the weight of the mistakes, but it does mean to remember not to beat yourself up if you do something wrong. Try to mediate tensions with involved people, apologise, see what you can do to recover from the mistake, and overall just keep working to grow as a person. We aren't defined by our mistakes; we are more than just the small parts of what makes us people. Look out for yourselves, and try to accept your errors, while not dragging yourself down with them. They are not the shackles dragging you down; they are just parts of this walk of life. Some will even be pretty bad mistakes, but if life's still ongoing, you can still change, and you can still grow, and there's still hope for you.
• There's always hope. Like the above two points, even when something's still reaching for you after a long time, there's always hope to change and develop. There's always hope to find new friends, new communities, new job opportunities- Nothing is destined to fall apart entirely, purely based on the past. The present and future will be influenced by the past, but your own actions can change and influence them too. You're never hopeless. Never. There's always a future.
• Seek help and advice. This is perhaps the hardest thing to do when so few people know how to make it through their own lives, but the reality is we're all learning and trying to make our own journeys. It isn't easy, and it never will be. There's no-one who fully grasps everything they have in life, yeah? But, you can at least seek to hear what others think about life, comparing it with your own journeys, seeking for support and encouragement to try to make your own life better, and perhaps theirs too in the process. We all have thoughts worth sharing (and thoughts that aren't worth sharing, haha. We're all complex, after all).
• Never stop learning. As said, we'll never be perfect. Always keep trying to grow. I can't promise it'll matter in some situations, as sometimes regardless of how much you've done you'll still get into problems based on a lesser-capable version of you's choices, however you should still always try to grow, because while some situations are dead-ended, it will open the door to potential options which aren't. There's hope for you. For everyone. It may feel hard to find right now, but in this society, there's no point where someone has no possible way to hope, to care for themself, to hold up a job, friends, a community- There's always hope. Keep growing, keep taking care, and keep trying to work forwards with life.

There's a bit more I think I'd be interested in rambling about, but this is already quite long and the post is partly motivation for myself, and ideally, motivation for others too. :) Life's tough, but there's always a path forwards. Don't let the complexities of this world make you feel helpless; you can always grow.
Even if it feels really tough.

Take care. :)

Always seek to take care.

You may not know what for, but future you may well thank you for doing it. :)

Me when forensic files is all for free on youtube and I dont have to pay for any of the episodes on amazon because Netflix was stinky and removed them at some point

Check out both of the new Research Polls, 4 interviews in and the Doc is getting juicy!

PMC Documentary - [​Research D] MC Exposure

PMC Documentary - [​Research E] Mods

Rendered two of my new Wolf Mob Statues

For the recent release of 1.20.5 I made a whole bunch of new Wolf Mob Statues for everyone!

This dog is a massive bully to the other wild dogs. Won't let the Mohawk Dog (or his family) near the feeder and will attack them. It also hogs the feeder and eats like...half of the food in it.

Today I got outshown by a toddler at a science museum, that kid was smarter than me no joke. I wish I had his confidence

All 3 Main Heroes’ Themes are out now! Although exercises to get my composition abilities to be better I am quite happy with them. 🎶


Check it out please!!!

This dog has a mohawk!

I spent the last like...5 months or something saving up for a new lens and oh boy am I happy with it, $3200 well spent.

Kept the worst for last. I don't know how to get closer to the color palette of the mob :(

The one curse of being an enjoyer of walking around barefoot; the nearly stepping on live bugs

Hello there, I have killed the dragon in Minecraft on my current world, only took...100+ days because I was busy doing other things on the world.

Got bored so attempted drawing a bit of a view on my bed

Hello all, I have decided that being a member was too much for me, it came with too many responsibilities and extra buttons. Sorry to have let you all down but I have retired from being a Member and returned to being a Retired Moderator.

I hope everyone had fun with the little april fool's joke organised by the mod team however. It was certainly strange seeing some of the mods with the member blue for their name instead of the colours I've become so used to over the many years I've been on the site.

Dudes the new lethal company update is so cool, absolute blast to play frfr
Imagine being a moderator, couldn't be me

Now this is the ego boost I needed.