God help me...

Ì̶̪̹̬̣̐͋̃;̸̹̉̆́͗m̸̝͘ ̸̘̟̣̑̅c̸̲͛o̶̬̥̳̓̂m̸̡͔̦͚̏̎p̶̠̒̒ĺ̴̦͎͐͌͜e̶̹̘̝̰̽͐t̵͇͊̚͝e̸͍̤͌l̷͕̓y̶̘͓͆ ̵̥̜̕͜i̴̛̙̤͙̾̚͘n̴̳̣̍̑͂̾ś̴͔̘̖͂̀a̸͙̮͊̌̃̕ͅn̶͓͚̿̚e̵͖̠͝ ̴̞̐ͅn̶̛̟̯͉̿̀o̷̯̟͗̇w̸̧̤̗̮̏̾!̵̼͋͜!̷͖̘̉͒̇

I just need to stop making skins about myself
If you like it that is fine but It just is driving me off the edge

It is so hot where I live that
-I can't even open my blinds for light because of heat
-My fan has to be on all the time but because of blood problems and dry nasal passages I get spontaneous bloody noses in the morning so...
-I have to have a humidifier in my room all the time

Sorry I just need to rant

But seriously I am just completely unhinged now

May god help my m̷e̶n̷t̶a̵l̶ ̴i̷n̸s̶t̷a̷b̵i̸l̴i̴t̶y̶...
-Ember808