First of all, for gods sake, my friend, type like a normal human being. I'm the same age as you and I don't type nearly as bad. Besides that, if you don't enjoy playing the game, their is a very simple solution; find something that does interest. Try other games, other genres, other forms of entertainment and you'll figure out that you don't have to have an obligation to play a videogame you do not enjoy. If you can even read this comment without getting stuck on a word in the middle, then please, don't ignore this advice. The advice I've just given is going to be very useful to you for everything you try, you'll never be stuck in something you don't like if you actually follow this advice (works for any form of action. I.E. if you don't enjoy your job, find something that interests you).