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Hey Guys! I'm CJ
I'm A Fairly New Youtuber Who Recently Quit For A Month When Offered Partnership With RPM Networks, I Had Active Subs And Now They're All Dormant, I'm A 15 Year Old Youtuber From The United Kingdom, (ENG, Leics)

Channel - http://www.youtube.com/user/illbecj" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
Hyperlinked Version - http://www.youtube.com/user/illbecj

Some Confessions And What I'm Starting NOT To Do
First Confession, I Use To Not Put 100% Into All The Video's I've Did And Just Upload Them
Now, I'm Going To Plan, Practise And Put All My Effort Into The Video's I Produce
Second Confession, I Never Use To Edit My Videos (Or At Least Not Alot)
Now, I'm Going To Edit My Videos And Try To Update To Adobe (Or Pro Editing Equipment)
Third Confession - I Thought/Believe My Commentaries Are Dull/Boring And Completely Off-Topic
Now, I Will (Like I Previously Said) Plan And Practise My Videos And Come Up With Things To Speak/Talk About During The Video And Backup Conversational Talk When Things Go Wrong
Forth Confession - I Don't Try Hard Enough To Promote My Channel
I Really Should Try More To Promote My Channel Via Social Networking/Media (NOT USING THINGS LIKE SUB4SUB OR PURCHASING VIEWS[Not Like I Ever Did]Try To Get My Channel Out There!

Positives List (Finally)
First Positive - I Use To (And Continue) To Upload Regular Videos
Second Positive - I ALWAYS Uploaded In 1080p And I Am Proud Of It
Third Positive - Taking A Break Off Youtube To Sort Out What I Want With Youtube

Channel (Again) - http://www.youtube.com/user/illbecj" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;
Hyperlinked Version - http://www.youtube.com/user/illbecj