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May 25, 2017, 7:03 pm to Public
Hello everyone! I'm so sorry for the inactivity.
I have finally gotten myself a new relationship(he's such a sweetheart, he gives me flowers occassionally :>), and was finally able to let go of my ex <3
I hope everyone else is doing alright!
Anyways, this is where my skinning "journey" ends :>
For a long period of time, I must take care of my cousins (they speak japanese and broken english)
My aunt decided it's best for them to live in America for a better learning experience. I have to teach them American manners, proper english, and help them with school. My parents told me this would be a good experience in case I deicide to raise a family in the future and tutoring. They only cook for them and drive them to school.
I have also decided to learn chinese! One of my friends said they could help me with understanding chinese, which could be very handy!
I have a lot planned for my future. After all the horrible times I have gone through, I've decided to let it all go. I have already gathered up and learned all my lessons from it. I have formed a strong mind, making me feel like I can take on the world. Dragging my past with me is not going to help me at all.
One day I hope to become an important figure in the biomedical engineering field (maybe even go for an acedemic nobel prize c:). It's going to be hard but I'll make it!
I will be extremely inactive. I'll come on once and while though!
Wish me luck everyone!
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RuesFlowers said 2017-05-26 01:33:44

I'm so happy that u have found someone who is kind to you! Your future plans sound amazing and I hope u succeed in the things that you are trying to do. Good luck xx
Anons
May 16, 2017, 11:26 pm to Public
Ignorance, denial, and arrogance is the death of society.
i don't get why people have to say such insulting words, then deny it. Calling it a "joke".

I just don't understand..
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RuesFlowers said 2017-05-17 04:09:41

I don't think we will ever understand why people do it, but this is very true

RubySparks said 2017-05-17 02:40:52

omg ，yes that's true

Faith said 2017-05-16 23:35:55

This is so true.

Beverly said 2017-05-16 23:31:12

Aye. I agree.
Anons
May 8, 2017, 10:11 pm to Public
I am so sorry, for all of you that had to read that. I'll take it down.
Ill give you all my explanation of what happened.

What happened was...
I broke up with my girlfriend, she was an amazing person, the most beautiful rose you could lay your eyes upon, and I couldn't love her more. She didn't love me though, and I didn't want her to feel as if she was forced to love me. I don't like forcing people into things, nor do I like people feeling hurt because of me, whether it's intentional or not.

Ive been gone for these months due to bullying after it was all over, I was extremely tired and spent my time resting, I've been listening to music and even playing some myself. The music really helped me calm down during my episodes of panic attacks. I can only listen to calm music. I've been getting better, I've had less panic attacks this month which made me happy.

I like Minecraft, it was always a fun game to watch people play. I never got the game myself, my parents agreed to get me an app called "Minecraft Skins Studio", ive had it for about two years, but I never got an account until this year.
I decided to get myself back into skinning, knowing colours could help me calm down. I practiced and practiced again until I finally made a skin I was pretty happy with.

If you were wondering about the bullying, I was bullied at school for liking guys. I prefer guys over girls, but for my ex, I had a really special feeling for her.
I was punched, kicked, called names, excluded, etc. I felt like the world had turned against me.
This is where I made the biggest mistakes of my life.
I stopped eating so much,
I stopped talking to people,
I started skipping school to avoid being hurt,
I stopped leaving my house so I wouldn't feel like I'm being watched by guys.
I became anti-social, only listening to music, only watching YouTube, and having barely anything to eat.
Trust me, you don't want a life like that. It really makes you insecure and empty.

One morning, my mother wakes me up and tells me to go to school.
I drag my whole body. I was tired. I wanted to go back to bed.
I arrive at school, and this girl comes up to me and started talking to me. The more I talked to her, the most I liked her.
Eventually, one day I ask her out, And she said okay.
I was really happy.
We dated for 2-3 months. Afterwards, I starting noticing she wasn't having fun around me. I started having these thoughts for a week, until I realized that I wasn't the ideal person for her.

She really helped me get back on my feet, I started attending school again, getting good grades, sleeping properly, and eating healthily too.

I still love her. I hope she will love me, but I know that will not happen as of the time being.

After I broke up with her though, I started thinking I should open up a little bit more.

My name is Nate, I prefer boys over girls. I'm sensitive and I don't like hurting people.
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Anons replied to Existential's comment below 2017-05-09 16:39:10

Thank you. I hope I will one day :3

Existential said 2017-05-09 10:26:05

Although I don't know you, I'm sorry this has happened, but it's good that you are recovering :3 One day you may find the One

Anons replied to clouds_'s comment below 2017-05-09 07:31:59

Ah, no matter how small your problem is, it's never going to be any less important than anyone else's. Personal problems should always be the most important to you.

And thank you, I won't let it stop me ;w;

Anons replied to RuesFlowers's comment below 2017-05-09 07:25:03

Yeah, it is. Thank you for your words <33

Anons replied to crunchwrap supreme's comment below 2017-05-09 07:12:31

Hello Elioona! I love dogs as well!
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