its getting old. Same people everyday, Same drink everyday, Same routine everyday, Same thoughts everyday, Same problems everyday, Same messages everyday. Its starting to get old.
You were my rose blooming wild in the weeds, A beautiful cover for your venomous deeds. The midnight sky, Where the stars would shine, But with secrets kept hidden miles away from mine. Your thorns held a danger, That I chose to ignore, As I welcomed the danger, And unknowingly asked for more...
You were the bird, Waking at one, A haunting refrainbefore daylight begun, I forced myself to believe it was "care" A song made of love, Other than a snare. I trapped myself deep in the melody's ring, And blinded my eyes to the harm it would bring..
You were my umbrella, But only for show, You wanted the lightning to strike me below. You never stayed to wipe away my fears, You never stood by for the rain of my tears. -You only appeared when thunder was near... To only watch for the flash that would make me disappear.
You held up the metal to draw in the strike, A twisted display of a predators like. You wanted the current to burn through my vains, To leave me in ashes, that you'll soon treat with disdain.
--You didn't protect me, Nor did you shield my head, You only stayed for the storm...to watch me drop dead.
((The og poem I created, <Was an awful piece to believe lol>
**Your like a rose in the weeds, Your like the moon surrounded by stars, Your like a bug among the thorns, In other words...You stick out no matter the crowd.." lies**))
Your cries are meaningless to me, Like wind across a barren sea. You can beg, You can cry, You can whisper or scream, But you can not wake up from this terrifying dream. You can call out my name, And still see if I try, But I will just watch as your white flag flies high. I'll watch you drown deep in your dark fears, And stand by and laugh as you choke on your tears. Your caught in a trap that you cannot repair, And the truth is, I simply wont care.
I'll stand by your side, Through the heat of the night, And listen to every fierce problem you fight. You have been fooled, You are so blind, Because I'm the twist, I'm the twist in your spine. I'm the ghost in your shadow, The ache in your bones, The same reason your sleeping on cold, jagged stones.
I deliver the weight that you cannot decline, The exact bitter pain you left into mine. You can cry out for help in the pitch black dark, You can keep calling out to my phone in the dark. But I am the shadow that covers the spark, The reason your world has gone completely dark.
I pulled down the curtains, I broke down the planks, And left you to sink in a cold, stagnant tank.
I love your despair, How it sharpens my pride, To hear all your cries as you burn inside.
I watch your world break as I laugh and come out of my hide. Feeding on your pain just to feel more alive. Go ahead, Beg for mercy, or offer a prayer, But look closely at my eyes,
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weird wall post but uh .. I just got a huge threat on Xbox, and I didn't even do nor do I know this person, I already placed a report, but this MTF said "I can simply walk out of my house and kill any lil bitch I want, if you think your such a badass, I'll cut your tounge out and throw your body in a river." Soo yeah my mom has reported too, Anyways I'm good, bc they speak Portuguese and I'm not in Brazil, And I already blocked, :p
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~ ☙ Felt ☙ ~ *poem* "I know how you felt" Did you really tho?
-Did you feel the rage I choked on, The bitter seeds of hate I sowed? Did you feel the tears I held back, so my breaking wouldn't show? Everyone that asked "are you ok?" I simply denied the pain, Because-Would they really know? The nights I laid awake and wept, The long and empty days I starved, The cold words you spoke stay foreverly carved in my heart. They stay bent like a metal bar, A heavy weight in my chest, A twisted piece of of iron steel, That robs my peace and rest.
The cuts I have upon my skin, The therapy lessons I must take, Those are all because your cruel words and promises you couldn't save..
Your words, They stay alive inside my head, So big, So bold, So freezing cold, A painful story in the dark, That keeps letting itself unfold. --BUT yeahh..you must certainly know.. The endless days I cried alone, The suffocating days and nights, Almost as if your doing it for pride.
All because I tried forcing myself to a deep and heavy sleep, Praying that the dark would swallow the secrets I had to keep. Those agonizing days I wondered, ''was I enough for you'' "did you mean those cruel words you spoke?'' Do you truly know the damage done? Or are you starting to think its fun?
its kinda funny if I think abt it, I had just made a poem before me and him were talking. was called "starting to know" so I'll share that tomorrow if I feel better.
It will save you your sanity now, time, and prevents a bigger hurt in the future.
Breakups always hurt, I rememeber my first break up. But you will always get back up. Think of this like a test trial, you now know better what you want in a partner, what you don't like, and what you won't tolerate.
Keep your head up, focus on yourself, and find an outlet of expression like your poetry.
he is NOT the one girly fuck him aight? HE needs to grow up he can go head over heels for some shitty chick but he will NEVER i mean N E V E R find someone else as good as you he sucks so does life print a pic of his face and pin it to a dart board and chuck some darts with friends if you see him again, smile and give him your middle finger make him REGRET leaving u like what does this man think hes doin hes dumb tbh and if he comes crawling back say " Grow up, and fuck your ass "
still, if you ever need to vent lmk. you can strike up on in my guestbook or in PMS
I feel sick, I feel tired, I know you'll find someone better. I miss him, I miss my friend, And I wish I told her I love her. When I die, I just hope, That I made someone feel better.. All I want, All I want, Was to feel like I was wanted. I just wish that I was wanted, I just wish that I was wanted..
Hey guys, rare sighting of a serious flamingo post!!!! I don't ask for prayers often, but if you could please pray for my dad, it would be much appreciated. He's been going through some health issues for quite a bit and I really want him to finally feel better. Thank you.
is it normal for a guy to spend more time with his new friend, than his gf? Like, He went bike riding with 3 girls and 4 guys, and said him and a girl that is now HIS PFP did a bet and he lost so now his pfp is HER. I don't wanna feel controlling but idk if that's ok and its driving me fucking insane. AND he said that him and her switched bikes. WTH. anyways, I think I'm fine now
lol, I'll see. I might have to, bc I hate jealousy, and I get really toxic sometimes, but I never go "full" blast mode and make them upset, I've been nothing but nice lol :D so I just hope we last
idk lol, but I have a feeling we wont last long, so its a whatever, I'll prob just say bueno, ya sabia👍, last time we broke up he said, it was a prank and a dare I had to do, and he said "did you rlly think I would leave? I already told u I would grow old with you ^^" sooo its nothing new, but I just got really mad bc its a "girl bestfirend" as his PFP, I don't think friends would use pfp's like that, and its a lil off bc shes new, she just arrived in the friend group, so maybe she likes him and shes being a tryhard -.-, oh well
I thought you'd be my anchor, and my final destination, "A love that didn't come with any expiration." I thought your arms were safely holding only me, But you were offering your heart to anyone, for free.?
I played my little part, And let myself be blind, I let myself ignore all the cruelties you had in mind..
I thought that "us" were build to stay strong and last.. Instead, it's a shadow,remaining in the past.
I thought I was your focus when the night winds blew, But I was just a story you barely told. You played the perfect act on a crowded stage, While I was left to wither on a lonely page.
I thought it was "my fault" I wasn't enough, That maybe I was too fragile for your love. I thought I lacked the beauty, Or the perfect spark, To keep your wandering eyes from drifting to the dark.
-But now I see the truth Behind the little games you made me play, I was never lacking the beauty heaven made.
"He was my one in a million.. I was just his one in the million.."
I love you so much it makes me wanna commit su1cide. think abt you constantly, I think I'm gonna lose my mind. I just wanna feel like I got someone thats on my side. I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel.
Im so tired all the time, I don't know if its you and me. Ive been struggling to trust, Anybody, Anything. Im so sorry for this song, And all my negativity. When I leave this earth, I just hope that you will remember me.
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