Published Jun 14th, 2023, 6/14/23 11:34 am
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I made a post talking about this, but my post aren't so popular, so, for any of you that wants to know everything but hasn't seen my post, here's a copy and paste version of It:
2 MONTHS?!
Yeah, I'm "back". This Is going to be a long post, so, prepare.
1-I'll start with something I should get out of the way first: An apology.
If you know me, or at least have heard of me or looked at my profile, you know I've been offline, for a long time. This Is not necesserally something bad, taking hiatuses from certain webs Is pretty normal, but I stil feel the need to say sorry. The main reason I left Is because my daily uploads were KILLING me and I just kinda lost motivation to make skins at all, not even personal ones. I'll try to go back to posting, but not as often, I'll also have to re-learn my style of making skins, since I don't remember anymore, I'll probs make "test" skins to try and recreate my style, or I might just start again with different syles, who knows? Not even I know.
2- The drawings.
I promised to make 2 drawings for hitting 30 followers, I still have to post them. The thing Is: My phone broke and I sadly lost those drawings and all the others. As you know, I lost interest In skins, even In drawing, so I didn't feel like redrawing them. I am deeply sorry for those I had to draw, I hope you can forgive me, and no, I'm not going to draw them again, I don't feel like dealing with these things anymore.
3- I might quit.
Yes, this "hiatus" started as just that, a hiatus, then, I slowly moved the date where I would come back, until I lost track. I am not sure where I left of, but I BEG that not much has changed, that the people I admired are still around, and that I will one day gain back all of those people that cared about me. This doesn't mean I might not quit, It's still an option, but I wanted to try and get motivation again, because, all of you mean a lot to me, and I would be very hurt If I decided to do such thing (I'm not trying to say quitting Is bad, but I would feel guily for leaving such a thing I used to love), I hope you guys would understand If I did leave.
I will not post daily anymore, I will post when I feel like posting, I might not even post In weeks or even months, but just know, I will be around. In case I quit, that doesn't mean I won't go online to check how everyone Is doing, I still care for all of you. I wish I could say names, but I don't feel brave enough to do so. If this post didn't really make It that clear, my mental health Is worse, but I'm getting back on track.
Before I go and desperately go look for all of those I look foward to and care, spamming with likes and favorites, I would like to say one last thing:
Thanks. If one day I leave, I hope that at least someone remembers me, because I for sure will.
EDIT: Also, I live In Spain, If any of you answer and are from the USA or other countries from that area, I won't see It, so don't worry, I'm just sleeping.
Raque out.
2 MONTHS?!
Yeah, I'm "back". This Is going to be a long post, so, prepare.
1-I'll start with something I should get out of the way first: An apology.
If you know me, or at least have heard of me or looked at my profile, you know I've been offline, for a long time. This Is not necesserally something bad, taking hiatuses from certain webs Is pretty normal, but I stil feel the need to say sorry. The main reason I left Is because my daily uploads were KILLING me and I just kinda lost motivation to make skins at all, not even personal ones. I'll try to go back to posting, but not as often, I'll also have to re-learn my style of making skins, since I don't remember anymore, I'll probs make "test" skins to try and recreate my style, or I might just start again with different syles, who knows? Not even I know.
2- The drawings.
I promised to make 2 drawings for hitting 30 followers, I still have to post them. The thing Is: My phone broke and I sadly lost those drawings and all the others. As you know, I lost interest In skins, even In drawing, so I didn't feel like redrawing them. I am deeply sorry for those I had to draw, I hope you can forgive me, and no, I'm not going to draw them again, I don't feel like dealing with these things anymore.
3- I might quit.
Yes, this "hiatus" started as just that, a hiatus, then, I slowly moved the date where I would come back, until I lost track. I am not sure where I left of, but I BEG that not much has changed, that the people I admired are still around, and that I will one day gain back all of those people that cared about me. This doesn't mean I might not quit, It's still an option, but I wanted to try and get motivation again, because, all of you mean a lot to me, and I would be very hurt If I decided to do such thing (I'm not trying to say quitting Is bad, but I would feel guily for leaving such a thing I used to love), I hope you guys would understand If I did leave.
I will not post daily anymore, I will post when I feel like posting, I might not even post In weeks or even months, but just know, I will be around. In case I quit, that doesn't mean I won't go online to check how everyone Is doing, I still care for all of you. I wish I could say names, but I don't feel brave enough to do so. If this post didn't really make It that clear, my mental health Is worse, but I'm getting back on track.
Before I go and desperately go look for all of those I look foward to and care, spamming with likes and favorites, I would like to say one last thing:
Thanks. If one day I leave, I hope that at least someone remembers me, because I for sure will.
EDIT: Also, I live In Spain, If any of you answer and are from the USA or other countries from that area, I won't see It, so don't worry, I'm just sleeping.
Raque out.
Credit | God forgive me for I have hurt those that once loved me (writing these "poetic" lines kinda help me cope, don't worry) |
Gender | Interchangeable |
Format | Java |
Model | Alex |
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