Thank you.

That's the first thing I'd like to say in this blog post - thank you. I couldn't have asked for a better audience. If you're reading this, I'd really, really like to thank you. I write these blog posts not only to make others smile, but to express myself, speak good advice, and make an impact on the world. Although I only have eighteen subscribers and my time is limited, I have such a dedication to my writing and the fact I have eighteen people waiting patiently for me to post something of my own creation makes my heart melt with joy and my face turn bright like a fluorescent light-bulb in the darkness.

Recently, I have been feeling fake. I have been feeling like I'm only writing to please others and not for fun. I'm usually very passionate in my writing, but my insides have twisted and turned and I became this sour, bitter, hissing person that's only in it for the fame, and that's only on Planet Minecraft. I don't know what I've become, but here I am. This is me. It's nice to meet you.

The new year is turning the corner and I feel as if I need to open myself up more on my account. I became a member of this amazing, astonishing, and talented group called Infini Garde and I can't even begin to comprehend how I did such a thing. But I applied as myself with an open mind the day I posted my reply on their first thread - and slowly but surely, I became a different person than who I was then.

The thought of fame and fortune on this website left a bad impression in my mind. I tried to be someone else and put on several different personas. I thought it was a good idea at first, but I know better now. I need to be myself. Forget about impressions - forget about making thumbnails, formatting, advertising - I need to be myself. I need, so desperately, to be myself.

Although fame and fortune is nice to have and I'd love to have it any day, I don't want to obtain it in the wrong way. If I obtain it by being fake, then I might as well not have obtained it at all because I wouldn't have deserved it by then.

But I have a big resolution for 2013. I want to post as my inner core. I don't want to be this flaming, aggravating, close-minded person that I posted as here. I want to write with the same passion and aspiration and love and happiness I've always had, but hid.

You all deserve so much better. I have eighteen members of Planet Minecraft diligently waiting for my quality posts. And realizing it now, they probably subscribed because of my alter writing ego. So if you're one of those eighteen, go ahead and unsubscribe. Click away right now and hit that little button.

So I hope you're all okay with Me. This is iHeart, you're good old friend who was just hiding behind the screen thinking you'd reject her for who she was. And you know what? Who cares if you reject her? Because she is who she is, and that's all that matters.

But she is me. So hello. It is, actually, very nice to meet you.

Sincerely,
iheartbellatrix