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Today it is about a month before the fourth year since I last saw him alive...
Me and my dad was checking SD cards and I we saw some photos, some good old times. Where the things were much different. I was a much different person. I was young, stupid and nowadays I am just the second. Memories... My animals, that aren't here. I was thinking about my beloved cat, which sadly passed away tragicaly. When we made a pause, my dad went to watch his series, I analyzed the photos and checked these from my phone(the card crashed my phone). Some of the photos were glitched. I had experienced photo glitches before, but these were odd. By my new card, which is also overfilled, I don't see any glitches. It is weird. I saw some videos that I recored of the cat, how he played with me. I felt sad, sad how much I miss him. I am still in a bit pain, he was perfect for me. He appeared after I got a mental down due to some stuff with my friend. He proved his terrible side. Now I see how fake he really was. I believe that God showed him the way to us, like most of the strays.
I felt sad and I went out to catch my house cat(she is sitting next to me). I saw Pussy sitting in the box(I give my cats nicknames), I felt happy. I petted him and gave him snacks. I felt happy to see him. I eveb hugged him. After giving him food, I went.
I got to think: what if God said to him: Go, They need you now.
He rarely sleeps in the boxes. Like his previous name holder, he is quite special. Both have some health issues, one was born deformed, the other was caused + serious trust issues. You need to act different towards him, he seems to be hurt by someone(you need to show your hand empty, so he will dance to you). I am quite the only one, who he trusts the most. Like he allows me to pick him up. I am also on the thought, that without the death of him, I wouldn't have Pussy. A cat who came to us with his mother(she came after a year break) and is a part of our family. He is a lovable kitty. He even played with his nephews after his brother suddenly disappeared. He doesn't even act like an "alpha" cat like most of the boys. I am happy to have a cat such as Pussy.

It doesn't matter how deformed or special your animal is, you should show love to anyone. You need patience and empathy. The time that you spend by taming an animal can make you near to them. They become more than just pets, they are a crucial part of your life. Don't do it on force, everything needs time.