Hey Sarah. I think you should just try to find a server you can enjoy. You will find that owning/running a server and having other people play on it when you dont know how to run it will be a big headache. I dont mean any offense. Also one way or another servers cost money to host. Even at home you have bills to pay to keep a server running. With that in mind, not allot of people are interested in giving away a server.

Just find one you enjoy.

I want my own server please.

Do you want to own the server or just play in a good one.