Reason for my absence and return:
i ended up isolating myself from all of my real-life friends for a few reasons, then desperately searched for friends in this community. that just worsened my mental health for reasons i also won't elaborate on, but it was bad enough that i was struggling to keep myself alive, so from there i made the incredibly smart (/s) decision to just completely isolate myself from anyone and everyone, disappearing online and moving school districts. i'm starting to recover from that... era, and would like to regain my online presence and reach so that i don't try to do that ever again. i hope this will give me some sense of responsibility and keep me active.
to those of you i tried to make hate me, i'm really sorry. i was scared of being missed. i'm sorry for being cruel. if you'd like to reach out, i'm open. <3
thanks for reading! enjoy my occasional posts
