Rant section

I like Dr. Xeno a lot even though my sister keeps saying he's ugly. He's sometimes ugly, but that's only because he's not drawn correctly. I hope he's not actually balding, but I'd still like him, although he unfortunately wouldn't have a puffy pompadour anymore. I also don't like seeing him drawn as a chihuahua because that's just even more ugly than he's sometimes (incorrectly) drawn. I like Xeno with cat ears more than I like cats; I don't like real cats because they're actual cats and not Xeno cat. He also sometimes has a cat mouth, especially when he was an 11 year old kid. At the end of the series (minus the Byakuya outro) he's about 40 years old, but I still like him. His aging and unc status fit well into his character. Xeno is the embodiment of my favorite kind of aesthetic (especially from his debut episode). I like StanXeno mainly because I can see different headcanon sides of Xeno, but I don't know what I'd think of Stanley if he and Xeno were not indicated to be very close (and hence shipped by a lot of the fandom).

If you want to make big changes in the world with the hopes that one day it will be a place where everyone can be happy and no one hates each other (cause that's what it seems like some people think) then that is a pipe dream. It will never happen. Some people think certain people or organizations are the root of the problem. No, it's sin bro, and literally everyone's got it in them. The world is sinful and therefore will never be a paradise. I think prioritizing the people closest to you can be sufficient in pursuing a life that means something and has real value for when we die on Earth. Think about what qualities a person you hate or dislike have, and try to think of them as just another possible and acceptable human existence if that has been impossible. Someone like that might stop living rent-free in your head if you can eventually do this, but it might take years. Meanwhile, strive to not exhibit the same traits as those you believe are the problem, and don't stray from that path, but always learn how to be a better person. At some point, you could free yourself from making actions based on a specific unlikeable person in mind and instead act with a new outlook. It will be known who was the better person.

Not a fan of history class, but my history teacher was like "so what'd you think?" after he'd just finished teaching the course (1200-present). I was thinking something like, "so like people have been constantly finding solutions to problems they notice for all of history, and it doesn't seem like this pattern is ending anytime soon. This is dumb."



Something I wrote a while ago that I don't feel like deleting:
When someone preaches the Good News or the Bible in general, it is not them speaking, but the Holy Spirit speaking through them. Everything is God's creation, and everyone was created exactly the way He wanted them to be. People are born in sin and are destined to make mistakes and do bad things. God sent his Son so that whoever believes that Jesus is the Messiah and obeys Him may receive eternal life in heaven after death on Earth. People must have faith to obtain eternal life. Not many people will get eternal life, though, for the way to heaven is very narrow, but the way to hell is very wide. Jesus says that any of his followers must be willing to die for his sake. It is definitely hard for many people to be a true follower (especially me), but it still is doable. Also, you can learn about true love from reading the Bible and listening to trustworthy analyses about it. God is love.