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this is old and wont be updated ever again. ignore.


(actual favorites atm, will probably forget to update this for another three months)
look to windward - sleep token
gethsemane - sleep token
damocles - sleep token
caramel - sleep token
emergence - sleep token
OMG HELP ME WHY ARE THESE THE ONLY SONGS IVE BEEN LISTENING TO LATELY


chamber of reflection - mac demarco
far from home (the raven) - sam tinnesz
one more hour - tame impala
daylight - david kushner
heartbeat slowed
meet me halfway - the black eyed peas
good for me - re-con and klubfiller


changes (in the house of flies) - deftones
do it all the time - idkhbtfm
modern day cain - idkhbtfm
satanic panic - idkhbtfm
find me - idkhbtfm
sunnyside - idkhbtfm
downside - idkhbtfm
from the gallows - idkhbtfm
mad iq - idkhbtfm
idiots of oz - idkhbtfm
let it happen - tame impala
still feel. - half•alive
creature - half•alive
trust - half•alive
make of it - half•alive
the point - half•alive
fields of elation - sleep token
traitor - livingston
last man standing - livingston
otherside - livingston
smoke in my heart - unlike pluto
i don’t daydream anymore - unlike pluto
have fun - unlike pluto
crash and burn - unlike pluto
subliminal - half•alive
hot tea - half•alive
move me - half•alive
grave of the fireflies - the raven age
forgotten world - the raven age
the face that launched a thousand ships - the raven age
seventh heaven - the raven age
surrogate - the raven age
haunted - poe
ascensionism - sleep token
the love you want - sleep token
anybody can find love (except you) - hkmori
rosemary - deftones
be quiet and drive (far away) - deftones
erase my mind - siamese
i’m fine - traceless
dark void - asking alexandria
snakelike - whatsaheart
keep up - odetari
the anti-villain - nathan wagner
burning castles - nathan wagner
amphetamine - mnqn
terminal - mnqn
noir - mnqn
what have you become? - mqnn
degenerate - starset
toksik - starset
utopia - unlike pluto

then basically almost every song on the dizzy bezerko album by unlike pluto
and some nf songs, but I’m too tired to list them all out right now.

then alternvoice covers of the diary of jane, amphetamine, and noir.



no one will see this
youre not worthy enough for this world
youre just a waste of space and a bother to people
why do you exist
you have no purpose of being here
whats my purpose
thats right, you dont have one
the world would be a better place without you in it
this is why you have no friends
no one to talk to
you dont belong here
oh, if only those blinds worked back then when you were a kid
drowning
theres no reason for you to be here