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  • zMaraaww
    Public • August 20, 2026, 1:36 am
    did an Art w me and my bf :3
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 20, 2026, 1:02 am
    three chemists walk into a bar. the first chemist orders a glass of h2o. the second chemist says “i’ll have some h2o too,” and promptly dies after downing the glass. the third chemist says “oh hey i could use some hydrogen peroxide, give me a glass of h2o2 too.” the bartender tells the third chemist to leave
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 20, 2026, 12:03 am
    new sport idea: hot potolley ball

    volleyball but its in an enclosed space with no out of bounds area, so the ball is always in play. the ball has a timer and will explode when it runs out. the team that is in possession of the ball when it explodes, explodes. the game ends when only one team still has players on the court
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 11:48 pm
    i would like to thank yall for not being freaky in my post comments 💖💖 i am being genuine, this is not an invitation to start 💖💖 i do not want to deal with what zomphey has 💖💖
    RustToaster your comments are suppressing my will to live
    SevenTheGamingKitty • 2026-08-20 00:08:34
    you could just block them yknow /srs
    Purpl3_ stop deleting my comments this is free speech suppression
    RustToaster • 2026-08-20 00:07:47
    your comments are suppressing my will to live
    RustToaster no✨
    Purpl3_ • 2026-08-20 00:06:27
    stop deleting my comments this is free speech suppression
    deleted comment
    RustToaster • 2026-08-20 00:05:21
    no✨
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    qkiko_ • 2026-08-20 00:04:55
    WHAT 😭
    iExist NO DONT
    Purpl3_ • 2026-08-19 23:59:38
    mb chat my intrusive thoughts won
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    iExist • 2026-08-19 23:58:58
    NO DONT
    PostaSauce • 2026-08-19 23:51:57
    we’ll get you one of these days unc
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 8:43 pm
    kids these days are weak, all they know is tablet, roblox, and tiktok. yknow when i was a young boy, my father took me into the city to see a marching band, and he said son when you grow up, would you be the savior of the broken, the beaten, and the damned, he said will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made, because one day i'll leave you, a phantom, to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade
    SevenTheGamingKitty • 2026-08-20 00:40:57
    its gonna be the lyrics to the black parade isnt it
    crowndeluxe • 2026-08-19 22:59:07
    if only my rants rhymed so well
    but hey at least it's original and cites all its sources/quotes
    Ww2guru73 • 2026-08-19 21:34:33
    nah when i was little my dad took me to a miniature railway, core memory.
    Ww2guru73 • 2026-08-19 21:34:09
    I just go-FIRE TRUCK-TRAIN-POLICE CAR
    ARandomCat_- • 2026-08-19 21:24:13
    imma kid and im none of these things :3
    sleepycatgirl • 2026-08-19 20:50:18
    yay :3
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 8:04 pm
    planet minecraft
    Turret64 • 2026-08-19 20:05:07
    ...

    or is it?

    [​v-sauce noises]
    Turret64 • 2026-08-19 20:04:41
    yes.
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 7:20 pm
    it takes an awfully long chicken
    arandomcat04 • 2026-08-19 19:23:43
    the chair cat food exercise mattress blanket laptop pen calendar stovetop led light lego model of new york city?
    ARandomCat_- • 2026-08-19 19:20:30
    "open wide" ahh
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 6:28 pm
    cars have trip odometers so you know how many miles you have to drive backwards to prevent the wheels from unscrewing after a long trip
  • RustToaster shared Prince_Wafflezzz's post
    Public • August 19, 2026, 6:16 pm
    if you're sure

    Prince_Wafflezzz posted to guest book of RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 5:42 pm
    i want what hes having 🫵
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    Purpl3_ • 2026-08-19 18:36:23
    i want some too
    astral_roses • 2026-08-19 18:21:19
    LMAOO
    Prince_Wafflezzz • 2026-08-19 18:17:27
    AUUUUUAAAAHHHH
  • RustToaster shared JagdpantherKing131's post
    Public • August 19, 2026, 6:12 pm
    when the rat falls asleep so you gotta pretend to be busy until they wake up
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    Public • August 18, 2026, 11:26 am
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  • S3R3N3NinaYT
    Public • August 19, 2026, 6:11 pm
    – I Really Loved Him –

    Look at me,
    I'm a fucking mess.

    Two hours of sleep,
    tears on my cheeks,
    trying to smile
    when I can't even breathe.

    Look at me.

    Tell me,
    what the fuck do you see?

    Do you see someone broken?
    Someone stupid?
    Someone who couldn't let go?

    Or do you see a person
    who loved somebody
    more than they knew how to love themselves?

    It's so fucking hard to be me.
    It's so fucking hard to pretend
    that I'm okay
    when I'm falling apart again.

    I hate the way you turn the blame on me,
    like every broken piece
    is something I chose to be.

    It's so hard to fake the smiles,
    so hard to laugh on cue,
    so hard to tell the whole world
    that I'm fine
    when all I want is you.

    I drink just to quiet my mind,
    just to make the memories blur,
    just to forget for a little while
    how badly I still hurt.

    I smoke while staring at the ceiling,
    watching every thought drift away,
    hoping the noise inside my head
    will finally quiet for the day.

    But nothing fixes it.

    Nothing makes it disappear.

    Because underneath everything,
    you're still here.

    I'm a fucking mess.
    I'm so fucking stupid.
    At least that's what I tell myself
    when the nights get too brutal.

    I don't like who I've become.
    I don't like what I see.
    I don't like how loving somebody
    could make me hate me.

    I tried.

    God, I fucking tried.

    I tried so hard
    to forget your name.
    I tried to move forward,
    but my heart stayed the same.

    I tried pretending
    that I never cared.

    But every lie I told myself
    just proved how much you were there.

    I loved him.

    I am so fucking stupid.

    So stupid.

    Because I loved him
    when I shouldn't have.
    I loved him
    when it hurt.
    I loved him
    when I knew I was losing him.

    And still

    --I loved him.

    More than anything.

    More than the nights
    I spent crying.
    More than the hours
    I spent trying
    to understand why
    I wasn't enough.

    I loved his voice.
    I loved his smile.
    I loved the way
    he could make everything
    feel worthwhile.

    And maybe that's why
    this hurts so badly.

    Because how do you stop loving someone
    who once made you feel
    like you were somebody?

    How do you throw away
    the person who became
    your favorite thought?

    How do you say goodbye
    when your heart
    never learned how?

    So here I am

    a fucking mess,
    eyes full of tears,
    carrying a love
    I spent too many years
    trying to make disappear.

    Maybe someday
    I'll stop asking why.

    Maybe someday
    I'll wake up
    and you won't be the first thought
    that crosses my mind.

    Maybe someday
    I'll look at myself
    and finally see
    someone worth loving too.

    But tonight?

    Tonight I'll admit the truth
    I keep trying to hide:

    --I really loved him.

    And maybe I still do.

    Maybe that's the hardest part.

    Not that he left.

    Not that I lost him.

    But that even after everything..

    some stupid little piece of my heart
    still wishes he would come back.
  • RustToaster shared Zthunda's post
    Public • August 19, 2026, 6:08 pm
    the dogs when they see me after i've been away from them for 10 minutes
    Zthunda posted to guest book of RustToaster
    Public • August 17, 2026, 8:04 pm
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  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 5:43 pm
    why does the iron nest's rangefinding station have "ally civilian hospital" as a target option

    Turret64 • 2026-08-19 17:44:42
    Because: myes
  • ItzBlaaze
    Public • August 19, 2026, 3:24 pm
    day one of making a wall post randomly

    ignore the fact i do this all the time
    GalaxyCat24 For a second I was like "wait don't you already do that" lol
    ItzBlaaze • 2026-08-19 21:51:30
    lol
    GalaxyCat24 • 2026-08-19 18:29:03
    For a second I was like "wait don't you already do that" lol
  • S3R3N3NinaYT shared Kraggle09's post
    Public • August 19, 2026, 11:22 am
    Cant believe he did that..
    Kraggle09
    Public • August 19, 2026, 10:12 am
    The allegations are true.
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  • ItzBlaaze
    Public • August 19, 2026, 11:16 am
    so they're called 'roller coasters' but they only work cause of the tracks so wouldn't it make more sense to call them 'track coasters'
    sleepycatgirl roller coasters do not work without the wheels, they will fly off the tracks, the wheel assembly for the cars grip onto ...
    ItzBlaaze • 2026-08-19 14:54:26
    That’s why it is a one use without wheels
    ItzBlaaze yes but you could technically get a single use out of it by sliding it down the track with out wheels but it doesn’t w...
    sleepycatgirl • 2026-08-19 13:39:11
    roller coasters do not work without the wheels, they will fly off the tracks, the wheel assembly for the cars grip onto both sides of the track locking the train cars onto it so they can never fly off, that's why you dont go flying off the track after a corkscrew or loopy loop, without the wheels nothing works, the whole concept of roller coasters is broken without it.

    roller coasters are called roller coasters for a reason, i just dont think changing their name makes sense sorry :3
    sleepycatgirl so they're called 'track coasters' but they only work cause of the wheels that ROLL and COAST along the tracks so wouldn...
    ItzBlaaze • 2026-08-19 13:18:45
    yes but you could technically get a single use out of it by sliding it down the track with out wheels but it doesn’t work in reverse order
    ItzBlaaze yes
    sleepycatgirl • 2026-08-19 13:15:18
    so they're called 'track coasters' but they only work cause of the wheels that ROLL and COAST along the tracks so wouldn't it make more sense to call them 'roller coasters'
    sleepycatgirl no
    ItzBlaaze • 2026-08-19 13:10:05
    yes
    sleepycatgirl • 2026-08-19 13:09:48
    no
  • S3R3N3NinaYT
    Public • August 19, 2026, 10:34 am
    –Maybe I’m Crazy–



    Yeah,
    Here's a confession poem.
    These lines don't really rhyme,
    but I promise I'm trying,
    because you're constantly on my mind.

    You're living in my thoughts,
    and honestly,
    it's driving me crazy,
    Knowing I might not have you
    makes my heart feel heavy.

    I'm selfish,
    I'm fucking lost,
    because somehow you became
    the thought I can't turn off.

    Yeah,
    I wanna be your girl.

    The one you hug,
    the one who makes your stomach swirl.
    The one you think about
    when you're lying awake at night.

    The one who holds you close
    and makes everything feel right.

    My dear,
    I may be young.
    I may be fucking crazy.
    But maybe that's just how I love..
    too deeply,
    too intensely..

    I promise I'll try not to bite,
    if you promise you'll be mine..
    I promise I'll try to behave,
    if you promise your heart is safe.

    I tend to be jealous,
    I'll admit it.
    Sometimes the feeling gets too loud,
    and I don't know how to take it out..

    But not to you,
    of course..
    never you, my love..
    It's just the ugly side of jealousy
    when I'm scared I'm not enough.

    Because with you,
    I'm the happiest.

    When you speak,
    I laugh softly.
    I smile more.
    I feel like myself.
    And somehow,
    I don't feel as lost
    as I used to.

    I wasn't supposed to fall.
    I wasn't planning to.
    But then you saw me.
    You listened.

    You made me feel heard.

    And suddenly I'm wondering—

    Is this what being in love feels like?

    My stomach constantly swirling,
    my head full of butterflies,
    my thoughts running circles
    every time I look into your eyes.

    I could be standing
    in the middle of a crowded room,
    but somehow my eyes
    will always search for you.

    I try distracting myself.
    I try thinking of something else.

    I can't.

    Every road in my mind
    somehow leads back to you.

    I try to find another way
    to quiet down my head.
    Maybe I'll start smoking,
    just to drown out what you said.

    I know it's unhealthy as fuck.
    I know it isn't right.
    But when my thoughts get too loud,
    I just want some quiet for the night.

    I take a drag,
    watch the smoke disappear,
    pretending for a moment
    that my thoughts aren't here.

    It doesn't fix anything.
    It doesn't make me free.
    It only gives the chaos
    somewhere else to be.

    And maybe that's the saddest part..
    I know exactly what I'm doing.

    I just want one quiet moment
    when my mind isn't running back to you.

    But even through the smoke,
    I still think of your face.
    Even when I try to run,
    my thoughts still know your place.

    So I write instead.

    I turn all these feelings
    into words on a page,
    because sometimes a poem
    is the only way
    I know how to contain the rage.

    The jealousy.
    The butterflies.
    The fear.
    The excitement.
    All of it.

    Because you make me feel alive,
    and sometimes that's terrifying too.

    I don't know what happens next.
    I don't know if you'll choose me.
    I don't know if someday,
    I'll be the girl you want to see.

    But I know one thing

    I didn't expect you.
    I didn't expect to fall.
    I didn't expect
    to feel so seen.

    And now you're everywhere.
    In every thought,
    every dream,
    every stupid little smile
    I can't seem to hide.



    So maybe I'm crazy.
    Maybe I'm hopeless.
    Maybe I'm completely lost.

    But if loving you
    is what got me feeling alive again..

    then maybe being a little crazy
    --isn't the worst thing.

    Because that's why I wrote this.
    -Not because I know what to do.
    -Not because I know what you'll say.
    But because I can't keep all these feelings
    locked inside my head.

    So here is my confession,
    messy and imperfect but true

    I wanna be your girl.

    And maybe..
    just maybe…

    you wanna be mine too... ♡
  • S3R3N3NinaYT
    Public • August 19, 2026, 9:13 am
    – My Love, Please Stay? –

    She needs you.

    You are the only person
    she feels she can go to in this world,
    the one she searches for
    when everything around her
    starts becoming too loud.

    She needs you when she's hurting,
    when she's angry,
    when she's scared,
    and even when she's excited
    and has something wonderful to share.

    She really loves you.

    She waits every day
    for the little notification
    that tells her you've replied.
    She watches the clock,
    waiting for the exact moment
    you'll finally be free.

    And when your message appears,
    her whole face lights up.

    Like the sun came through the clouds.
    Like the world suddenly became beautiful again.
    Like for just a moment,
    everything is okay.

    You make her day
    without even realizing it.

    She rereads your messages.
    She remembers the little things you say.
    She carries your words around with her
    long after you've gone away.

    Because to her,
    you're not just somebody she talks to.

    You're the person
    she looks for
    when she doesn't know where else to turn.

    And when she hears
    how upset you are,
    something inside her shuts down.

    The smile disappears.
    The warmth fades.
    Her thoughts become quiet.

    It's like her whole soul
    steps outside her body,
    just to watch her heart break.

    Because she hates knowing
    that you're hurting.

    She'd take your sadness
    if she could.

    She'd carry your bad days
    in her own hands
    just so you could have one more day,
    where you could actually breathe.

    You are her sunshine.

    And when you leave,
    the sky feels darker.

    The colors fade.
    The laughter gets quieter.
    The world keeps moving,
    but something important
    feels missing..

    She knows the sun will rise again,
    but she still wishes
    you'd stay until morning.

    Because loving you
    has become her favorite feeling.

    And maybe she doesn't always know
    how to say it.

    Maybe she says too much.
    Maybe she cares too loudly.
    Maybe she waits too long
    for a single message.

    But every word means the same thing..

    -I love you.

    Every smile says it.
    Every message says it.
    Every second she waits for you
    says it too.

    So if you ever wonder
    whether you matter to her—

    you do.

    More than you know.

    You are the person
    she looks for in a crowded room,
    the name she hopes to see
    on her screen,
    the thought that makes her smile
    when nobody else can.

    And even on the days
    when she doesn't know what to say,

    her heart still whispers

    “I love you.”

    “Please stay.” ^^
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 2:44 am
    “marshmallow.” what a stupid name. there aint nothin mellow bout this marsh
  • RustToaster
    Public • August 19, 2026, 2:41 am
    sitting in a padded room. listening to the screaming. the screaming from outside. muffled by the walls. tried to warn them. tried so hard. but they did not listen. and now it is here. the fog shall consume us all
    ThatRetsukoFan • 2026-08-19 13:04:10
    wow that sounds crazy
    Bubblez705 • 2026-08-19 04:04:49
    It’s giving “I swallowed shampoo” energy
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