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    • Vanille shared Primordial's post
      October 15, 2017, 8:33 pm with Public
      You've got so much to look forward to in life, and I know the road seems endless and dark, but at the end of that road there's a beautiful prize waiting. Broken people get to tell their atory. Their story of survival, of hope. Taking your own life doesn't get rid of the pain, it just transfers it to others. Please keep your hopes up. Don't give up yet. Prim, and everyone else who needs to vent out, I'm here if you need me.
      October 15, 2017, 5:31 pm to Public
      I want to turn back
      To the days
      Where I didn't care about life
      And never thought about the knife
      Those days where I thought I had friends
      In reality I was naive
      In the end
      I was used
      I want to be happy
      So I fake the smile
      I fake my happiness
      I fake my personality
      The one thing I don't fake
      Is my sadness
      My friends?
      Crush my dreams
      'EUGH your stupid'
      'U speak weird'
      'Ur different'
      'Do u just cry for attention'
      'Could u buy this for me?'
      'Sorry but I don't think you'll achieve your dreams'
      Sure call me attention seeking
      Call me whatever I've heard it all
      Asian freak
      I've been trampled on already
      And when I first fought back
      Standing up for myself
      I just got shouted at
      Got into an arguement
      Left alone
      No one cared
      They were fooled by 'I'm ok'
      I wanna go back
      where I didn't cry everyday
      Where people didn't laugh at my misery
      Called me a whimp and attention seeking
      Where I had some importance
      Where I got help
      But now
      I just hate myself
      Why don't I just kill myself?
      I'm too scared
      I have weak bones
      Low pain tolerance
      I'm Pathetic
      I'm sorry I'm different
      Im Sorry pronounce things different
      I'm sorry I'm not English exactly
      I'm sorry I don't get 100% in everything
      I'm sorry I have a ugly face
      I'm sorry I have a big head
      I'm sorry for crying so much
      I'm sorry for trying to make new friends
      I'm sorry for trying to stick up for myself
      I'm sorry
      So sorry
      I'm sorry
      For being alive
      I don't ask for pity I just ask for a glance just to know I'm not invisible
      The world isn't a happy place
      everyday is a bad day
      youll never convince me
      anyday will be a good day
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    • Vanille
      September 17, 2017, 8:51 am to Public
      Here's to us young broken souls
      who've grown too attached,
      who are awake at 4 am,
      who are scared to be lonely;
    • Vanille
      September 9, 2017, 8:56 am to Public
      Having fun with extra effects and a stone cold expression
      spookyflowerr said 2017-09-10 08:47:44
      yeS you aRE dOn't DenY iT
      Vanille said 2017-09-10 02:42:07
      wOw tHanks a lAtte fAm you'rE toO nice gahhh
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    • Vanille
      September 9, 2017, 7:55 am to Public
      "How many suicides does it take for people to realize the [things] that they say hurt?" -13 Reasons Why
      Pwr2TheLocalDreemurr said 2017-09-09 13:15:12
      ::Agrees with this comment, nodding and guzzling bleach::
      Desee said 2017-09-09 09:12:41
      2, Maybe 3. Depends on your mood, really.
    • Vanille
      August 30, 2017, 9:59 am to Public
      Have this late night sketch as a sign that i'm still alive and am getting worse at art oh gosh
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