he's happy. you should be happy too. you got him through his clinical depression. thank you. he lives a good life now. you can live a good life too. as trollface's father said "incidents will always happen and you can't avoid them. instead of avoiding them, make something about it." point is, life is good and you should make the best out of it. you don't know for sure if there even is an afterlife. you've never seen it. it could be bad. so don't think everything is bad. be happy that you're alive, healthy and safe.