So, little of you know me, but if you have been reading we are starting to do testimonies as well and there will be others after this hopefully every Sunday/Monday, and today you will be reading my testimonie and just so you all know i will not be going into depth of who/what happened, Everybody starts somewhere, weather it be good or bad, and testimonies are christians/other peoples way of coming out of a time of trial/peril, so please enjoy this testimonie.

My testimonie starts when i was 11 so three years ago, my biological father did something that put him in jail for 19 years, and when he told my family what he did i just shut my emotions in and pushed everybody and went into depression, my mom decided for us to travel the us in our camper for around a year, so we traveled to almost all of the states and all through this time and a while after one way i would cope with being in depression was watch porn, when we stopped traveling around we settled in Georgia oh cool yay made some fake friends and crushes, meanwhile my mom was looking for another person to hopefully be a spouse (father/mother), she eventually found someone after a little and she went to see him in Texas, they thought they were good for each other and got married 5 months after they knew each other and we moved to Texas, in Texas i got caught watching stuff and was put into counseling which did not help, then after a year my dad had enough of texas after living there his whole life, and he found a job in washington, so we moved up there and found our new church Living Hope, and we made friends with the pastors and worship team, got super involved and all that, bu i was still living in depression, so then there is a Heart change coming up (1 year of christian counseling in 4 days), and my mom signs me up and i go, first few days were very uncomfortable but then on saturday was the day i actually started my healing prcess, on saturday is what we call stretch were we wear funny clothes and express our joy, and before this i had been having suicidal thoughts and this kept me from following through with that, and about a year after im a little better but nowhere near done healing and my youth leader gets a different area he has to work in so a new youth director comes in, who is one of the most joyful people i hae ever known and seeing that joy and life in her told me i wanna be like that and after a month i was happy every day got to go to church more met some amazing people at church and on here also and without them i would not be here writing this, and i just wish you all would learn from this and take action if you slip into depression or whatever you are dealing with.

This was very fun and emotional for me to write so i wish you would enjoy it as much as i did writing it. ~ Jozum5