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SpowzyThePoet's Avatar SpowzyThePoet
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Note: this is not me...this is my friend that i was influenced by. He suffers from depression and anxiety...topping that is a homophobic family that lowered his confidence and self esteam. Neglecting him some days. The abuse that he was under, it me....so i decided to emulate his possible thoughts racing through his mind.


Isolated in my room,
to bawl my eyes out.
hated everyday, parents
Lashing out at me,
treated like garbage because
of who I am, homosexual,
my whole family treats
me like trash,"Faggot",
the pain swelling up like
balloon about to pop.
"Your worthless!" "Kill Yourself",
because cutting myself isn't
good enough for you. You
really want the child you
you should be caring for like
any parent would do to die?
Just because your homophobic
doesn't mean you can't love your son.
IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT!?!
TELL ME! YOU WANT YOUR SON
TO DIE BECAUSE OF YOUR IGNORANCE!?
You seem to care about my sister,
the one you influenced to abuse me,
but why not me? If you wished I wasn't
born than why did you keep me, you knew
I was homosexual, why didn't you put
me up for adoption? But no,
you left me to suffer, you wanted
to see me suffer, because you're a
wicked, psychotic, religious sadist.
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06/06/2019 2:28 pm
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Littlebigawesomecat
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I myself have a friend her parents want her dead so they locked her in her room and... I don't wanna talk about it it's well.. She's alright just a little frail
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06/06/2019 2:26 pm
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Littlebigawesomecat
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Dude I'm concerned about you.. And your friend I'm really crying
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06/10/2019 4:54 pm
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SpowzyThePoet
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Im all fine now, like im seriously changed as a boyo. Looking back at all these posts makes me cringe. PFFTT Im happier and better mentally.
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02/15/2016 12:36 pm
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Vancedfreakshow
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This is so sad poor man....neglected I mean this is crazy and sad
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02/04/2016 5:44 pm
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Carcharodontosaurus
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Funny thing (Or well, not "funny", but...), I met someone on a minecraft server who was living with her best friend, because she came from a religious adoptive family. They were appearently VERY strict and hated her. But the strangest part was, that the parents for some reason wanted her back (She's 20) only to torment her, so there was a trial in january or something, and I never heard from her again. 

Hearing so many examples like what's been happening to your friend and my (temporary) friend, is really shocking. Religion and the power over another human being, truly has a scary effect on some people. Hope ya friend will get better.
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02/04/2016 6:33 pm
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SpowzyThePoet
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Wow.....thank you so much~
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02/02/2016 8:16 pm
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KitKat
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Aww I'm so sorry for you friend. The only thing similar about that to me is that I haven anxiety and depression. I get that feeling. But on top of those other things I can only imagine how much worse that is.
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02/02/2016 8:39 pm
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SpowzyThePoet
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Yeah...its sad to see him texting in our group chat his struggles...I atleast try to help, as a friend...
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02/02/2016 10:13 pm
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KitKat
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Ahh I understand. My friend and I always try to help eachother with our anxieties (we both have it) but it's always just so sad. At least your doing what you can. Tell you friend to stay strong ❤️❤️
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02/02/2016 10:17 pm
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SpowzyThePoet
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I try but he keeps staying on the negative side of things....but I guess that always happens well at least for him considering he doesn't have any confidence or self esteem for himself because of his family
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