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Trapped in this room of seclusion,
trapped with these thoughts, alone.
When will I ever see her face again,
her smile stuck in my mind.
All I wish is to hold her tight,
from all the nightmares of the world,
but I'm stuck in this fortress of solitude,
this wall of countless contemplation.
Wanting to be cuddled from this reality,
although I'm a stranger here.
These memories from my school back home,
my trustworthy friends that I always loved
to make smile vanish before my eyes.
This is my new life, stop thinking from the
past, and start thinking of the future me.
But it's so difficult...It's scary out here
and only my memories are a comfort to
my shy self in this cramped room I call
Isolation.
YAY I FINALLY POSTED SOMETHING XD THIS IS JUST SOME BACKSTORY STUFF THAT SOME OF IT BACK UP A LIL BIT OF THE POEM
I moved from my 14 year old home that we lived in, into a new city an hour away, so its been difficult to make new friends considering I've never had the experience of being in a new school and forcing myself to make new friends. It's difficult for me but I have made a couple friends and I'm happy with that ^_^ (the first stanza was about my love, we only dated for 4 days and she decided she was uncomfortable and not ready for a relationship since both of us don't have the experience, so I still do think about her (she's like 4 hours away so who knows when I can visit her again), she very much still likes me, so do I, I just wish I lived closer so I could see her. Who knows, I might find someone else...I might just be a loner...I hope not...just want to be cuddled so badly... +I've been living in a RV, and we now found a from 1800s that is completely rotted and crap, so were hoping to fix it all up for cheap
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