At first my main reasons for joining PM was to grow my channel. I believed this site was the best possible way to grow my channel as it had my potential target audience all located in one place, but however I realised soon later this was more of a community rather than just a 'pontetial audience' for me. I ended up wanting to join the community rather spam the forums with posts that are irrelevant but will allow my channel to be seen by others. 

Youtube is one of the hardest things to actually 'blow' on. By blow I mean your channel just instantly gets a ton of subscribers and views. I have figured it out after countless spamming that I gotta concentrate on the content I am releasing. What good is a ton of subscribers if they don't enjoy watching your content? Which is why I went back to step 1 and just been recording content that I believe will attract new viewers instead of 'forcing' people to watch it. I rather have 10 views that have come by themselves than 100 views that have come from me asking them.

Why I started Youtube? NOT FOR THE MONEY as I'm not making any money from it, but more for the feeling I get when someone tells me they enjoy my content. Ofcourse money will be good! Who doesnt like money?! But I wanting money so bad would end up ruining my channel. I want to make content that I enjoy and majority of my viewers enjoy. Also release new content that could gain new viewers. I don't want to focus on recording one game as I want my channel to revovle all games!

Thank you for reading! This is just me being honest!