Looking To Be Admin on a server..

Hi. I'm Red. I wanna be an admin or a mod or even a small rank like helper.. why? because I used to own a server.. then it took a hacker to the knee. AKA DDoS hax, I was a good owner. I kept my staff happy.. took their suggestions for the server.. my Mc name is: minecraft456is ITS A BAD NAME I DIDNT KNOW WUT TO NAME MY GUY.. but consider it. I don't grief. That was the old me. I don't troll either. That was wut MY server was for. But plz. Just cosdier it. Maybe it will change your server!