i think it's been four years? it's weird to look back on this in retrospect "hey youths" i was probably like 22.... now im 26 and i still feel like a teenager
i think making content online even when it's the dumb kind (like this) is an attention-seeking strategy. i was lonely when i was 16, lonely when i was 22, still lonely at 26. so im still here
i wrote out a whole thing but this site is buns so it did not save ummmmmm
this is a time capsule for you, me! i dont think we have to talk to any unlikely spectators so i'll give up on that. i want us to believe that making any kind of art is worth doing, even if it is naive and hard to understand as loveable and good. because right now i dont know any other reason to exist as a person beyond making things. and if i dont let myself do that ill get a little sad
also making minecraft skins wasnt a complete waste of time we learned a little bit about pixel art and colours from it... never forget... maybe it feels like it's all for other people but even if it's not a lot, i still make stuff when no one but me is watching.
the previous song on here was door by caroline polachek (still holds up. side note for me in case i'm crazy forgetful: 22 y/o's version of this message is on wayback machine)
the new one will be double dare by momma!
