I'm just not sure all this can be legitimate not because your not sincere or it doesn't seem your serious. But because you posted this on Planet Minecraft.. Imo based on the current situation and how the world is dealing with situations such as yours I'd say the best form to curb your depression would be to GRAB A SWORD, SOME ZOMBIE FLESH AND JOIN HUNGER GAMES!!! - PM FOR EPICZ TIME. Maybe get a hug and gf too (although on the second one not really the best "contender" for that sort of thing for exemplary action.
<3 Black Racoon
