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    Gargoyle
    02/12/2015 4:06 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Xamboldore
    I'm sorry to Gargoyle123, because I was really, really too harsh on you. I judged you mostly because of how you wrote and completely disregarded any personal feelings I was hurting.


    I don't remember you being harsh to me, but a lot of my memories of this place have unfortunately disappeared. If I could get them back, the memories good and bad, I would without a doubt.

    Being homeschooled, I never really got any friends outside of my computers. Pretty much everyone I used to know came from this website. After taking a break from this website, some stuff happened to me mentally, which included me talking to some people who have somehow made me feel socially anxious and given me seemingly permanent writers-block.
    This writers-block prevents me from doing my favorite thing and the one thing I can think of that makes me truly, ultimately happy.

    I feel the same way you do when it comes to this place: The nostalgia, the feeling need or want to come back. Yet every time I come back to this website, it felt like my posts weren't seen and were ignored; thereby making me feel ignored and unwanted. I know this was probably in my head but it still bothered me. Everyone I used to know from here has gone away from my life completely, which generally didn't help me feel like I could fit back into this place.

    I've been trying my hardest to write as of late, but the feeling that it'll be unwanted makes it near impossible, even writing for myself.


    Thanks to you and anyone else for acknowledging me, apologizing to me, and just talking to me at any point in my time here.


    EDIT: Oh yeah. I guess that I should just apologize to everyone for being immature back then, possibly having anger issues, and being at least half the reason nobody RP's here anymore.
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    Gargoyle
    11/19/2014 1:36 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Just started watching SAO earlier today... Liking it so far.

    On episode 11 now, which is a lot for me considering I don't normally watch Anime.
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    Gargoyle
    11/04/2014 2:54 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    There didn't used to be an RP section here.

    Us, who I have now completely officially named, "The Deadless Dead," used to be forced into a cage within another part of the forum. There, we sat, and we wrote. The RP was more basic, the standards were lower. It was peaceful, and it was enjoyable. We survived, I at the time was blissful and oblivious to what could only happen.

    ...Then, the living titans came.
    They came, the night shattered simply upon hearing their battle-words. Stars flew, and standards grew. Metal, the sound of the cages, broke out into the freedom of air. They took over, and we were freed from the steel bars that held us by only a small battalion of eager heroes. We were truly free, free to write original ideas that could begin a life of their own...

    But at what price? The roleplay had grown, we had gained our own section, yet something died. The "unoriginal" ideas that kept this place so active was banished, and while the battalion lived, some merely managed to survive. The enjoyment, over time, began to dwindle. Some had their reasons for banishing themselves. Some began to wander and show up occasionally at the local pub. Some couldn't keep up and live, the standards having grown and the amount of RP's having feathered.
    While this may have happened, a blessing yet a curse, those who stayed could prosper.

    However, one hero would soon rise to the top. One person, one person with the elite writing skills to rule them all...

    And Bingo was his name-o.
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    Gargoyle
    09/06/2014 4:34 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Banned for being against putting bags in lakes.
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    Gargoyle
    09/06/2014 1:09 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    I feel slightly scared and very confused to be your partner.
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    Gargoyle
    09/06/2014 1:08 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    MechaEndergoyleXD123
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    Gargoyle
    09/06/2014 12:38 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    I have no idea what is happening and I'm too lazy cool to try and figure it out. Woo.
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    Gargoyle
    07/16/2014 11:15 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    XoXoAwesome
    Anyone remember the rps like The Difference and Far Future? Ah, good times.


    I definitely remember one of those two...

    Anyway, still here. Still deciding whether or not to apply for an RP as well.
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    Gargoyle
    07/13/2014 12:25 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    OC's from a fandom/whatever are allowed, right?
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    Gargoyle
    07/03/2014 12:40 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Welcome, new people. Also old people. Also everyone else that needs a welcome.
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    Gargoyle
    05/27/2014 9:07 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Ah, yes... The PMC RP community, where I am now the lost wanderer whose soul is trapped within a world without the ability to write.

    Pretend what I just said makes sense. Hi.
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    Gargoyle
    04/09/2014 1:52 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Hey, so apparently the only time I can write is when I'm half asleep and should not be awake. Anyway, I wrote a small plot for an RP I may make.

    Click to reveal
    There are three factions, within a world where time is not always exact. Each of these factions have their own hero's they will follow to their death once found. For the first faction, they rely on their "prophet saviors," of which they predict will save the faction from extinction once or before all is lost. For the second faction they believe in their "Fantastical Champions," who will not only be the role model and hero of every child there, but the hero's supposedly meant to conquer the rest of the factions. Although last but not least, the third faction believes in the "Merciless Gods," who they believe and hope with all their might that their hero's will force the factions into distinction, purging the world of the treachery that has been caused in the past to start anew.

    From what I'm thinking, the RP would allow one character per person, yet allow three different versions for said character, one for each faction, as meant by the "where time is not always exact" thing said in the story. I'm really not sure of anything yet but I need ideas and help.

    Like stated above I'm half asleep, so I do apologize is this is unreadable.
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    Gargoyle
    03/30/2014 10:16 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    So, one protagonist slot left? May I claim that for a future application that I will actually most likely make?
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    Gargoyle
    03/30/2014 1:03 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    So there's one protagonist slot left and two antagonist slots left? Wonderin', 'cause I might apply.
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    Gargoyle
    03/30/2014 12:26 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    Yeah, exactly the same for me. Except mine might be slightly influenced by social anxiety, but I'm not sure considering I have trouble in generally writing at all.
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    Gargoyle
    03/28/2014 8:37 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    I may or may not apply.
    The answer to that may or may not is most likely not a may but instead maybe a may not...
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    Gargoyle
    03/27/2014 10:37 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    For some reason my brain has basically decided to make me unable to RP. And write. For several months.
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    Gargoyle
    03/17/2014 3:59 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    The thing is in the RP the two rebellions don't know the empire has fallen, so they think they're fight the empire when they're actually fighting each other. But I could draw a map for the RP and split up multiple sections, and depending on where your character is in the RP will determine. Like there would be an IC for one of the bases, an IC for the other, and maybe an IC for in-between.

    I dunno. Maybe I just need more sleep.
    Yeah, I definitely need more sleep...
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    Gargoyle
    03/17/2014 3:01 am
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    (( I would start to RP here but I have no idea how to really begin, and I have no idea what's happened in the last sixty eight pages. ))
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    Gargoyle
    03/16/2014 11:13 pm
    Level 41 : Master Taco
    How about a post-apocalypse RP involving two rebellions each fighting an evil empire/dictatorship, only for the empire to have silently fallen years previously and the two rebellions actually fighting each other without knowing. Dunno how I would do it exactly, but it would have two IC's, depending on which rebellion your character is in and where he is.
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